First fanfic submission! This poem goes with Moonlit Water Sunny River's story The Seven Names of Envy Angevin. Sort of a fanfic for fanfic! If you like this, you should definitely go read their story!
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Seven by Seven may take me to heaven,
Seven by seven may take me to hell,
Seven by seven don't know where I'm going,
But, inside me, my spirit they'll quell.
Seven for the gravestone,
And what lies underneath.
Yes, seven for the dirt,
That's between me and dead dreams.
Seven for the shame and guilt,
The burden on my back,
The shadow that is haunting me
And follows all my tracks.
Seven for the Mother's love,
That's never ever there.
Another for the icy gaze,
Of a Father's stare.
Seven for the black and blue,
The green and yellow spots,
That covers brother's and my skin,
And tells what we have lost.
Seven for the screams at night,
That echo through the halls,
When I know I should save him,
But over me fear crawls.
Seven for my sister
And her disappearing breath,
Till one day all that's left of her,
Will be nothing but death.
These seven are the last thing,
That I do for me.
The thought of finally ending,
Fills me with frightening glee.
Seven by seven may take me to heaven,
Seven by seven may take me to ell.
Seven by seven, don't know where I'm going.
But, inside me, my spirit they'll quell.
