AN: **Note none of these charters are mine they all belong to Stephenie Meyer. I would also like to site Wide Awake by Angstgoddess003 while this story is not of her universe, I had just finished hers when I wrote this so just in case, and if you haven't read it you should pop over to LJ and do so. Reviews are great! Thanks for reading!


- Bella's POV-

It still kind of baffles me how I got here. I mean how could I be standing behind this full grown girl... my daughter... my Renesmee. This was not normal, I was too young to have a grown daughter, but I guess my life hadn't been normal in 9 years, so this shouldn't be so bad right? It not like I had to walk down the isle today. No I didn't, but my 18 year old, or a least she looks 18, did and at 25 or 19 depending on how you looked at it, I wasn't sure I was ready. Not ready to give my only child away to my best friend, who was almost 17 years older than her. Yes this was definitely not normal, but they loved each other and I guess 17 years wasn't a lot when Edward was almost 90 years older than me.

Oh my life...

"Mom? What are you thinking about?" Nes said looking at me with worried eyes

"...huh? What did you say sweetheart?" I asked lost in my own thoughts

" I asked what was going on in your head? You seem so out of it... are you okay?"

As she looked up at me her eyes so filled with concern mixed with nerves and fear, it reminded me of when she and Jake told us. It had been almost six months ago, and although I knew it would come to this I had hoped it wouldn't be this soon, I should have known better. Nes was just like Edward, she knew what she wanted and like me once her mind was made up nothing could stop her. We had expected to have some warning, but no it was a complete surprise, she and Jacob had gotten very good at keeping Edward out which meant that we were caught off guard. Alice may not have seen this coming but as a precaution Nes had bribed her favorite aunt with all the planning rights to the wedding, to keep her mind and mouth shut. So when they told us I almost lost it. Edward on the other hand did lose it. He was shouting and staring at Jacob in a way he hadn't looked at him in almost 8 years, like he was stealing the girl he loved, only this time it was his daughter, not me his wife (still not used to that...btw). I had to sit there and be the voice of reason like always. Sometimes I wish I could be the one to scream, when things like this happened.

"Wait..." I said as he tried to throw Jacob out of the house, while Nes tried to hold on to him for dear life, "...lets hear them out..."

"WHAT?" he shouted as he turned his murderous look on me.

"Edward..." I replied quietly with a look that said he wasn't going to get anywhere by throwing Jacob from the house, "...let them talk." He plopped down next to me with a frown.

"OK... Nes is almost done with school, and we are starting college in the fall together... the only way you will be okay with us living together is if we are married, and we want to do all of this the right way..."

I thought that throwing Edward's own words to my father back at him was a pretty sneaky move, and it did thaw him out some. "Edward you know we love each other, I would do anything for her but I want your blessing here." Jake pleaded with his eyes. He and Edward had became pretty close before Nes started looking less like a kid and more like an adult, and I know they both missed each other.

"And what if I don't give it?" he asked

Nes stood up and walked over to her father " We ARE getting married on July 10th at 8pm. You had better be there if not, I will have Uncle Emmett, Uncle Jasper, Uncle Seth and Grandpa drag you there, and I'll turn Aunt Alice on you for messing up the grand entrance she has planned for us."

"You wouldn't dare..." he hissed in a very low dangerous way, but I could see her getting to him, he loved her too much to tell her no. She sighed then and looked at the ceiling thoughtfully "I guess I could always ask someone else to give me away... maybe Grandpa Charlie could do it..." If possible his face went even whiter, she was playing dirty... "FINE! I'll GO but I don't have to be happy about it!" "OHHHH, thank you, thank you, thank you Daddy." she squealed while giving him a huge hug and kiss. "Bella?' Jake said. "I hope you know I am only ok with this because you are bound to her by some freaky wolf thing..." He gave me him best Jake smile and hugged me "Thank you." he said in my ear.

"MOM? Are you okay? MOM?" "...what? Sorry hun, lost in my own mind..." I said with a chuckle... "just trying to make it all seem more real." Looking her up and down I added " You look beautiful by the way." And that's all it took...

"Oh, thank you mom. I love the dress! Aunt Alice, and Grandma did such a good job with everything. I'm so nervous, but not really, and I'm scared but excited. It's just so much to take in... and I cant wait to get to the island, but that part is really scary..." She said all this in such a rush. She was so much like Alice when she was excited, it made me smile. "Honey." She looked up at me with big chocolate brown eyes, my eyes..."You will be fine. Everything will be fine. The island is a great place for... getting to know each other..." I smiled at the end because I couldn't say "a good place to have sex".

She laughed at me knowing what I had left out. We had talked about sex in the abstract but about sex with Jacob... I just couldn't go there. Edward walked in then "Nes it's time..." She looked very scared now. "You could still run you know, we could lose him." Edward looked a little to hopeful for this to be a joke. "Dad! I love him! A little stage fright doesn't mean I want to run. I'm just a little on edge that's all." She told him all this with as much of a reassuring smile as she could get on her face.


-Renesmee POV-

It's a good thing that half vampires have a good sense of balance, because even with all of Grandma Esme's dancing lessons Jake wasn't very good. Oh well, if my amazing wolf had to have a flaw, I guess dancing could be it. As we danced slowly around the floor I replayed the vows in my head..."I Jacob Charles Black take you Renesmee Carlie Cullen to be my wife..."

"What?" he asked as he pulled me closer, I melted into that touch "huh?"

"You're looking at me funny... just wondering what you were thinking about." I smile up at him as I laid my hand on his cheek to replay the scene for him. He smiled "You know Mrs. Black, I was just thinking the same thing" "Mrs. Black huh? I think I like the sound of that." "Good! I may have to call you that for the next 200 years or so, so that it can sink in." "I could probably handle that Mr. Black." I said as I flashed him a huge smile.

As we drank each other in, I saw Aunt Alice and Aunt Leah, no one ever saw that friendship coming, looking around for us. "I think it's time to go." "I think you may be right." he said as they made there way over to us...

"What are you two doing?" demanded Leah

"What does it look like? Jeez, can't a man dance with his wife in peace? He asked this flashing her a big goofy grim

"You've been waiting all night to say that haven't you?" asked Alice drily

"Al, I don't know what you're talking about." Alice hated it when Jake called her Al

"Fine. Just keep dancing. No problem. We will just have to find a new set of flights, cars, boats, etc to get you to your honeymoon. Not a big deal , I bet you could even spend the night in Nes's room at the cabin. Oh I'm sure Edward will tell you yes, And wouldn't that make for a fun first night as a married couple... Edward in hearing range..." That sobered him right up

"okay we're going..." and under his breath "damn pushy bloodsuckers... no sense of humor..." he added only for me "I can't believe you talked me into marrying into this family." with a small smile I said

"I could always call Nahuel..." his hands were shaking as soon as the name left my mouth, and I couldn't help but laugh at him. "Don't even think about it!" he said at almost a growl.

I laughed again "If you're sure you can handle the family..." I continued chuckling the whole way to the car.

Nahuel was a man or rather another half vampire who had a small crush on me for a while when I was younger, now days he was interested in Lily. Lily is Aunt Rose and Uncle Emmett's daughter, they adopted her. After the whole Volturi thing, we kept trying to find out more about me. While we were doing research, we found a women who was carrying the half vampire child. She was very ill, and after she told us that she didn't want to become a vampire and only wanted to fight long enough to keep the child alive. Rose and Emmett said they would take the child, they always wanted to be parents, and when the time came they found out she was carrying two children which is why she was so much worse than my mom had been. They decided to name the children Lily and Henry they were about 4 now or almost 14 depending on how you look at it. We half vampires age funny, 4 years in the first year and it gradually slows down till around 5 when we hit a steady rate of about 2 years for every year til 7 when we stop aging, hence me being 7 and looking 19. Lily wasn't ready or old enough for Nahuel but they would probably end up together, he adored her. And Henry, well, all I have to say about that is Sarah. Sarah was the last wolf to join the pack, she was Embry's younger sister and she had joined at 14 last year. As soon as she saw Henry, they imprinted. Rose wasn't to happy about it, but she liked Sarah for the most part, so when Henry told her that he loved Sarah and that he was going to be with her, teenagers in love, what could she say...

Somewhere along my trip down memory lane I fell asleep, Jake woke me when they started to board our last flight. We still had a ways to go but we would be to the island in less than four hours. OH MY GOD... four hours till our honeymoon started... that's when the nerves kicked in, and biting my lip off before we'd made it there became a real possibility.


-Jacob POV-

I could tell right away that she was scared. In so many ways she was way older than me, but in this way I had more experience. The look on her face when she got that in less than four hours our honeymoon would really start... well lets just say she looked really young, really scared, and really not ready. I knew as soon as I looked at her what I had to do...wait. She was doing this cause she loved me, but I could wait for her. I had to wait for her, I had to protect her, she was young and not ready and the only way to make sure she was alright, was if we waited for the right time. I could wait, I have already waited for almost 8years a little longer wouldn't kill me...right?

As we finally made it to the island, I was impressed. I had never been here before, this was where Edward and Bella brought Nes for family time, never more than a week. they didn't want me to go completely crazy, but still this was a family place. I found out just a few weeks ago that we would be coming here. Alice had planned everything as a part of the deal not to tell, and while I knew we were going on a honeymoon she just didn't think I needed to know where til I pointed out that we might be staying in a tent in Alaska. After a long conversation about how she would never plan such a bad honeymoon she told me we were going to the island, Isle Esme. Apparently Carlisle gave this place to Esme as a gift... crazy...but oh well all that bloodsucker money was going to be put to good use. They also told me that they had sent all the other newlyweds here for their honeymoons. With all the over the top hearing back at the crept, they thought we all needed a place very far away, a place to just be together, even if there was a lack of sex in this honeymoon's future. As we started to unpack Nes looked more scared than ever. I walked over and wrapped her in my arms...

"We can wait...no rush here, we'll just wait for it to feel right."

"WHAT?" She looked a little mad now, but mostly she had that don't treat me like a child look on her face. "Why would you say that?"

"Cause you look like you might puke." I said with a smile

"I'm ready." she said flatly

"You are not, and we won't til you are!" She looked like she might try to kick my ass for that one, but I'm her protector I had to do it. After a second of staring at me she got a look very much like Bella that time she punched me. One very pissed off kitten, not that I was stupid enough to say that out loud.

"How dare you?" she was the one growling now. "You are not my father. Do not tell me what I can and can't do, or what I'm ready for!"

"Nes," I said calmly "you look scared out of your mind. How can I let you do this now, when I know, when I can feel," and as part of our imprint I could feel her fear "how scared you are?"

"Jacob Blank" oh yeah for sure Bella's daughter. "Just because I'm scared does not mean that I don't want this, or that I didn't before you started being a stupid jerk at least." Then she grabbed my face and the full force of her mind hit me.

Our first kiss, less than a year ago, full of heat and passion. We had been out hunting something we often did together, our competing got on the others nerves when they weren't aloud to play too, and it turned into a wrestling match. She had me pined, which she could only hold for a second, when she looked me in the eyes and kissed me full on the mouth. At that point there were three parts of me. First the part that wanted nothing more then to pour all my love, and built up lust into this kiss, to finally make her mine. Next was the part that needed to make sure she was okay with the lustful part that had his hands running up and down her back. And finally there was a small part that wanted to save myself the pain of a broken jaw when Edward found out. Well there were three waring parts until she bit my lip, when the lustful Jake promptly told the rest of my mind to shut the fuck up. The pain mixed with the passion, well it would have broken any man, at least that's what I told myself. We spent the rest of the day there in that field making out like two high school kinds, which she was at the time.

As soon as that scene was finished another started. Our first date. How she held my hand and the love she felt for me and from me. How I made her feel safe. She showed me the passion that started then, it wasn't the same as our first kiss, not all consuming, but a steady burning, something that would burn for a million years. More like an ocean than a fire, something strong and powerful, but soft and beautiful at the same time.

Next the first time I took off my shirt when we were making out, then the first time I took off her shirt. She went slowly over the details, showing me exactly what my big hands on her just right curves felt like. What it did to her when her breast were in my palms, when my hands ran down her bare back to rest on her ass, how hard it was for her to hold back with my big strong hand on her hips, what the lust filled love did to her body.

Next was the one night we went just a little too far. She was on my lap, something we both usually avoid when making out, but tonight I needed more, she needed more, her legs wrapped around my back our shirts lost on the floor of my room. When all of a sudden she moved by accident and put her full weight on my growing erection. Both sets of our eyes snapped open at the same time, mine scared and ready to tell her how sorry I was, hers shocked, then lust filled, then excited as she moved again and again and again. She moved so much that I couldn't think and then she bit me again, damn the biting, and I gave up being good and pulled her to me. I was pushing our hips painfully together over and over til she was making these sexy little noises in the back of her throat, noises that made me want to forget that we were waiting and rip her clothes off right then. And when her breath stopped and she made this tiny moan in my ear it was all over and we both needed clean pants.

She replayed all of our firsts together. And when she let me go I was so far past gone, it was like our own personal porn collection except sweeter and filled with love. She was looking me in the eyes when I opened mine.

"Do you understand now?" she asked "I love and trust you. And even though I was scared in everyone of those memories it didn't mean I didn't want what was happening to happen. Everyone is scared of the unknown Jake." As I looked at her I knew she was right. I had been scared a little in every one of those memories too.

"OK" was all I said as I grabbed her hand and took her to the big sand colored room we had picked as ours.


Renesmee POV

As I laid in this huge bed next to the man I loved I couldn't help think about last night. There he was putting me first, like always, protecting me, and it really pissed me off. I knew he could feel my fear , but the other emotions were there too, they were just too crazy in my head for him to pick them out. So there was going to be no passionate night for me until I could show him he was wrong.

Then it hit me to show him it had worked on so many other things it always let him know what was going on inside on my mind, he could see when I was lying so he would know that I really wanted this.

So I showed him our first kiss the way it was for me, how I felt when I bit him, the mix of his blood and the heat of our lips. My lust in that moment added to his reaction, cause not only was it physical but his mental one.

You see my gifts had expanded, now not only had I flipped both my parents gifts but I could also do what they did on a much smaller scale. I had learned to shield my mind from others like mom, and like dad I could hear others, unlike dad I had to be touching the person and I could only hear what they wanted to share.

Right now Jake was so floored by what I was showing him he was practically shouting what was going on in his head at me. So I slowed down just a little and showed him our first date. I showed him how I loved him how he made me feel safe, I showed him how he was and always would be mine. Then I decided to show him my favorite nights with him.

The first time I got to lay my hands and head on his bare chest.

Then the first time he took off my shirt, him watching my eyes the whole time for my reaction, making sure I was alright, I knew he loved me and I wanted it. I lingered on that night for a long time letting him feel what he had done to me with those big perfect hands of his.

Last I let him live my first orgasm. I needed to relive it as much as he needed to. How it felt to be half naked in his arms with my legs wrapped around his strong back. I could barely feel what this was doing to him and then I moved wrong, or really really right I should say, when his full erection pushed into my own growing wetness. I was gone, and I couldn't help moving against him again. He was too impressive even through all of our cloths to hold back, and when he gave in and started pulling me to him I was so far past gone all I could do was moan.

Thinking about that first orgasm, brought me back to the present and had me think about my big win last night and all the orgasm I had had. Which I decided meant morning sex had better be on the menu. "I know you're awake over there" he said tugging at my hair "Yes, I am!" I replied with a sexy smile. "Oh, goodness..." He gulped "I'm in so much trouble, that smile could kill a man." "NO silly, I don't want to kill you," I said sweetly running a finger over the rim of his boxers "I just have plans for you this morning." "Yes ma'am..." was all he got out before his mouth was otherwise occupied.

-Fin- The End- Goodbye For Now-