Title: Learn to live with it
Rating: T (13+)
Disclaimer: All rights reserved to Kudos Production Company. I own only the plot and any characters that you may not recognise.
Publishing date: 2015-10-03
Author: Samantha (pen name)
Username: S4M1 0L1V3R
This story is on hold/discontinued until further notice, don't read if not desperate as unfinished stories are highly irritating. ; )
I went to sleep that night, just like any other. I said goodnight to my parents, shouted at my sisters for half an hour before they left my room and went through my normal sleeping routine, before going to sleep with my teddy bear beside me (hey, don't judge me! You don't even know me). I never thought that, that would be my last night in my own bed, never thought that I would never see my family again after that night. I never treasured those moments like I would have, if I had known that my life would change forever after that night. I still don't know if my life changed for the better or the worst. Now that I think about it my life didn't change for either, it just changed to something different. After that night I got to be a part of a different world, actually that is the wrong definition of it, I just got to be a part of a different aspect of the world. I'm a new person now than I was before that night, but at the same time I'm still me. There no new me, just a different me. No one who knew me from before that night would recognise me today. But I guess that if you had been through what I have, then you wouldn't be the same person either. No one would. It is what we experience in life that makes us into who we are. We might not be proud of our pasts but we have to learn to accept them because there a part of us and they will always be a part of us. Between that night and now I have lost a lot but, I have also gained quite a bit so I really shouldn't be complaining but I can't help it. We human beings want to keep what we have but at the same time gain new things. But as a wise person once said "there is no life without death, and there no death without life" and the same goes for everything I guess. You might be thinking "who is this weirdo", and you have every right to be confused but try to be patient and you will get the answers to all your questions (about me that is, not everything).
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To be continued
xoxoSamantha
