Hi everyone!
This is the first thing for me ever to publice, so be nice :D I really hope that there don't is too many grammar mistakes if there is I'm really sorry but English aren't my first language. Enjoy!
I was here, but it was all wrong. Bones was supposed to be here too, not laying death in the cemetery, but just because she wasn't here to keep her promise I wasn't about to break mine. That would just be plain wrong.
So now I am here beside the coffee cart, I don't really know what to do. I sit down and it is almost as if I can feel Bones coming up behind me, laughing and smiling with me.
I know Bones don't believe in life after death or in speaking to the death, but that don't matter. She has a heart of gold and God must know that. So today I am not here to reunite with her, but to say goodbye.
"Hey Bones" I whisper.
"You know it isn't nice to give other advise and not do so yourself" I am talking about being a hero, she said to me not, to be a hero and I was careful no to be. Then 11 months into the year I get the message about her death, they said she walked into the jungle all by herself, to help find a local girl who went missing. It went fine, she found the girl and got her out but in the process she picked op some kind of unidentified illness, and only a week went before it got the better of her.
"I miss you a lot, I'm sorry I couldn't be there at the funeral. I tried to, I really did but the young soldiers were… no are alive because the training I was able to give them. I feel helpless you know, the one time you needed me I wasn't there to protect you. I'm really sorry bones." I am about to cry this is just wrong it is me there should be death, not her. I was in a war zone she was just on a dig, it is just not fair. But then again, when is life ever fair?
People are looking strange at me; some confused others with sympathy or pity. But I don't care Bones was the love of my life and I am never going to see her again. 'But yes you are' a voice in the back of my head whisper. And I realize all the times bones and I argued about religion I was the one to tell her that there was something after death and now I am telling myself that I'm never going to se her again, what a hypocrite I am. NO Bones is going to heaven and I am going to meet her op there when I die one day, it's the only right thing.
I have to gather all the courage I have to say what I have come here to say: "Godbye Bones I wil miss you, and you will always have a special place in my heart. You were the love of my live, I love you"
And just that second I feel Bones and now she has peace in heaven…
The End.
