Theme #7 Heaven
Author Kadirva
Rating PG to be on the safe side.
Disclaimer I do not own these characters, Kamikaze Kaitou Jeanne, or much of anything. This ficlet's mine though.
"Please…" He whispered, golden eyes welling with frustrated tears. "Please… just come back with me. I'm sure Kami-sama would understand! I'm sure he could fix this! Just please… come home with me! Fin-chan…" His hand stretched out imploringly, watery eyes begging her to take it.
"I'm sorry. It's too late. There's nothing even Kami-sama himself can do for me now." The green haired angel turned away not wanting him to see the longing in her eyes. She hadn't asked to be this way, hadn't been asked to be changed like this. All she wanted was to go home, go back to the way things were before she had been forcibly changed, brainwashed against her will. "There is nothing that can be done to save me. Just… just go. Please, I beg of you before my control fades away. Access-kun, please you have to get out of here!"
"I'm not leaving you again." The dark haired angel shook his head emphatically, "Not this time, not again. You need me Fin-chan. Please, can't you see that? Please, come home with me." Access begged her, face crumpling as she still refused to even look at him.
"I'm sorry." She whispered, shoulder's shaking slightly as fought a loosing battle against her tears. "Heaven is no longer home for an angel that has been made dark. Heaven is no longer my home Access-kun, I can never go back."
"But you don't want to be a dark angel! It was forced upon you! Please. I'm sure if we just talk to them they'll see reason. You'll see!" Access's composure broke and he whimpered softly, "I need you Fin-chan. I love you…"
Fin's seemingly frail shoulders shook with the sobs she could no longer hold back. "I'm so sorry! I can't. I want to but it's not possible. You know the rules as well as I do." How she'd longed to hear him say those words and now it was too late. She'd lost him, her home, and everything she ever held dear. Tears shining in her green eyes and in streaks down her pale face she turned to look at him. "Despite everything that I might do or say after this, I love you too Access-kun I always have." She managed a small smile despite the pain in her heart. "I always will love you. Now please go. Go before I hurt you!"
Access choked on an answering sob and gathered Fin into his arms, hugging her close before tilting her head to kiss the other angel fiercely. Regretfully he pulled away golden eyes showing his determination. "I will find a way for us to be together. Now that I've found you, I won't loose you. I will find a way!" He darted down and kissed her softly, pouring all his love for her into the simple touch of lips against lips. "Love will find a way you'll see. Soon you'll be home in heaven with me." He promised before taking off for the skies. He had to talk to Kami-sama, he had to fix this!
Fin stared after him, green eyes soft until his dark wings were a speck in the distance. "I love you Access-kun." She whispered one last time before finally giving in to the darkness welling within her. She couldn't fight it anymore, it was her true nature now. She just prayed she didn't harm any of the one's she loved.
Whether it was the actual place or the arms of the one who loved her more than anything: heaven was denied to her.
