Disclaimer: I DO not OWN RUROUNI KENSHIN.
A.N: Yo guys… it is my second attempt on this story… Actually, I want just delete this story. Well this was my very first fic. My very first Rurouni Kenshin fic. Also my very first lemon. (I know I was so brave, writing lemon on my first try? It was just… wow lol. Well, like I said, I really want to delete this story, but then again, some people have (somehow) put it in their story alert, even (I really shock) put it in their favorite list. I think, maybe, I can try to revise this story because actually, I like the plot… really. I have a bad English, I think if you ever read my other story you'll understand why I have to remind you of my English. Err more things I want to say I will put in the end of the story (I've learned that note in the beginning of the story is kind of distracting), now, I present you:
STEREO
Summary: He was a superstar, and he had lost his love. She was a prostitute and she had lost her believe in love. Could two broken souls complete each other?
Warning: LEMON, LANGUAGE, AU, OOC
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PROLOUGE
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I knew it was not right. Damn I knew it. I should not do this, but I just could not help it. It was risky, for my carrier and my body. Hell what had I been thinking when I decided to come here? Maybe nothing, I didn't think about anything. When I realized it, here I was, in a cheap love hotel room with a prostitute between my legs giving me a blow job. There was no way I could stop it.
I hated to admit it but I knew I need it. It had been a long time. A year maybe not a really long time for some people, but for me it equaled with centuries. It was the first time since the last time I did it. This was the first time I did it with a random woman whose name I didn't even know. From how she handled me I knew she did it a lot of times with a lot of men. I growled as she stopped and looked at me with her big sapphire eyes. It was the first time that night I took a good look of her face and I couldn't deny it, she was beautiful.
She smiled her hand stroked me gently as she asked, "Do you like it?"
I tried not to moan at her caress, "I would ask you stop if I don't."
She kept her smile and looked into my eyes knowingly before once again pleasured me with her lips and tongue. Her eyes, there were something in those eyes. The way she looked at me just like she could read my mind. I understood very well why I had to spend 25.000 yen per hour to be with her.
She bobbed her head up and down, her bangs covered her face from my view. I used my fingers to comb her bangs so I could take a better look of her face. She looked at me seductively, her blue eyes looked contrast with her pale skin. I gritted my teeth, this was too much. I didn't care anymore how did it sound, I let out a groan as she used her hands to fondle me.
"Stop it," I hissed, I did not really mean it, I was just did not want this to be ended too soon, it seemed like she could read my mind because she did not stop. She smiled as she looked into my eyes, I did not know how could she smiled at me with my cock inside her mouth, she just smiled. I groaned when she started to deep throat me. I know I would not last any longer.
I use my hand to hold her head in place as I came in her mouth. Gritting my teeth and trying not to moan, I closed my eyes. I could see someone as I came in the girl's mouth, someone that had been leaving me. Someone whose touches I needed. Someone I loved.
I came so much in her mouth yet she drank it all, she smiled at me while wiped her lips with back of her hand. Something about her reminded me of that someone. Maybe it was her black hair, maybe it was her smile… I knew they did not look alike but somehow, I could see her in this girl…
"You've come but you still hard…" she laughed, pointed at my hard on. I blushed a little, she never said anything so bluntly like that. I shook my head, why I kept comparing them? They're not same person!
The girl smiled, "Well, now let's get the main course," she pushed my chest to make me laid on my back. I looked at her face, she smiled, "You don't mind I be on top, do you?"
I shook my head, in fact I liked the idea of her being on top, I could imagine her boobs jiggled as she moved on top of my body "No."
"Good.."
She started to climb my body and sat on my crotch. I still looked at her face, she still smiled. Why she kept smiling like this? I wonder whether she really loved her job. It seemed like I had been too concentrating on her face that I did not realize she had pushed down to my manhood. I hissed at the feeling. She was so tight for someone who did this as her job.
She bit her lower lip as she bounced up and down. I groaned, I used both of my hands to massage her breasts. It was not so big, but somehow it fitted in my hands, I liked how it felt on my hands. She looked at me with half opened eyes. She panted and tilted her head while still bouncing on me, somehow she looked so sexy. I placed my hands on her hips to help her. She quickened her pace now, she opened her eyes and looked into my eyes, she placed her hands on my chest. She looked so pretty. Sweat covered her face but she still looked so pretty.
This girl was so pretty, but still when I closed my eyes, there was another girl I saw.
Tomoe…
Before we could realize it, I already flipped her body so now she was under me. I slammed into her faster, I needed my release and I know it would be anytime soon. I looked at the girl under me, I refused to come before her. I was too close and I needed to make her come first. I sighed, I used my hand to play with her clit and the other to fondle her breast. I knew she liked it by the way she squirmed beneath me. I lower my body to suck her nipple. She bit her lower lip harder, her fingers gripped my hair. She let out a high pitched scream when she finally came. I felt her muscle tightened around me, brought me to the edge.
I hissed, "May I come inside of you?"
She opened her eyes lazily while looked at me, she used one hand to play with my red hair, "No… Doing this without condom is already breaking the rules," she squeaked as I hit her spot, "I can't, ah.. take a risk…"
I panted, I understand her reason, but I really wanted this, "Don't worry, I'm infertile…" She looked at me surprised, "I have checked it to the doctor… Do you want to see the doctor test result?"
She looked confused, "But mama-san…"
"I will tell her it is all my fault… so, please?" I did not stop moving in and out of her, I did not have much time left.
Finally she nodded, "Ok, fine…"
I did not say any word anymore, I slammed harder into her. Just about two or three more thrusts I came inside her. I panted. I closed my eyes and gritted my teeth at the illusion of a girl in my head. Her smiling face… I did not know whether it was my sweat or tear which had dropped onto her face, but she did not say anything about it and just pulled me into a hug.
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She was laying on her tummy on the bed, using her hands to hold her chin. She looked at my back while I was putting on my shoes. When I looked at her, she showed me wide smile, I did not know why but seeing her smiling like that made me could not believe that she was a prostitute who got money by sleeping with strangers. Her smile somehow looked too innocent for her own good. I would like another hour with her but I could not.
"So, I should go now."
She beamed me with a really cute smile, "Sure, nice to have business with you…"
I swallowed, "So… before I go, may I know your name?"
She laughed, "Sure," she licked her lips before crawled toward me, I could not help but to stare at her nakedness, she purred to my ear, "Kaoru… my name is Kaoru…"
I nodded, "Well I am…"
"Battousai…" she smiled seductively, she caressed my left cheek teasingly, her index finger traced on the scar, "Who doesn't know the famous Battousai… at first, I did not believe when mama-san said my next client is you…" she poked my now clothed chest.
I smiled half heartedly, actually I wanted to say my real name, not my stage name. But maybe it was the best for us, after all I would not ever meet her again. So I just smiled and nodded, "Nice to meet you, miss Kaoru…"
She waved her hand, "Yeah… Nice to meet you too, now you could end the chit chat and just go." She winked and laughed, "I know you have such a tight schedule."
I nodded. Slowly I stood up from the bed, she followed me with her eyes. I walked to the door. I could feel her gaze was still following me. I opened the door, before I walked out of the door?"
Kaoru smiled and nodded, "I know, I understand your situation. I will tell no one…"
"Thank you." I turned back to leave her but just before I took another step she stopped me.
"Wait!"
I did not turn around but I did stop. I did not ask anything, I waited to her saying what she needed from me. If I turned around now and looked at her naked body, I am afraid that I would not leave the room and ended up fucking her once more.
"That was so nice," she said, I could not see her face but I could imagine her smiling face, "If you needed me again, you will always be my priority."
"Thank you. I will remember that."
And I left the room.
I knew, I would never see her again.
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I walked out the hotel building, thinking of what had just happened. I could not believe I really did what I had just done. Sanosuke might do this, or even Saito might do this, but I was not someone who would sleep with a girl who was not my girlfriend, leave alone a prostitute. I had acted so out of character and he did not even know why I had done it.
It had been a year since Tomoe left me. A year since my world fell apart, a year of emptiness and sadness and hatred—a year full of desperation and agony. And today, I had done something to release my feeling. I had done something to somehow show her that I could feel happy without her. Something that she did not know I had done and something that did not really make me happy. I did not know what for I did it all.
It was not bad actually. Kaoru was pretty and has a nice body, I enjoyed the sex. In fact, I really liked it. However somehow, deep inside my heart I know that this was wrong. I would not get my revenge by doing this, I would just hurt myself by doing this.
I closed my eyes, once again all I could see was her face.
"Tomoe, look what you've done to me…"
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TBC
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Author's Note:
This is the revised version of my late fic, I know it still is not good yet, however, I have done my best to revise it. I changed the plot a little, and I have decided to write this mostly in first person pov. It was my first time to use first person pov actually, I hope it did not that bad.
However, if you have time, please review this. ^^
