Loved and lost

Loved and lost.

Disclaimer: I don't own DBZ, nor it's characters. I don't even own the idea of this story; the original idea was from Son Mandy and the story is called "Don't leave us".

~~~~~ Chapter 1 - Goten's POV ~~~~~

When he told me, I didn't believe him, but he made it very clear he wasn't joking. Of course I was shocked. Who wouldn't be, when your best friend, the guy you have known for your entire life, tells you that he loves you… and I don't mean the brotherly kind of love. I looked in his eyes, those blue eyes. They contained sadness, for he knew I didn't love him in return. Hell, I have a beautiful fiancée, who I totally adore, and who is carrying my child.

I didn't know what to say, and after a short moment that seemed to last for hours I managed to make a sound. But he didn't listen, he knew enough and ran away. I shouldn't have let him go, I should have gone after him, I should have done something! But I didn't, and that is why I'm leaving Liz' side, even though she needs me now more then ever, to be with her, to help her during labor. But I can't, I have to save the life of my friend…

I hope I'm not to late, that letter made his intentions very clear. That dreaded letter… I know it by heart. I've red it so many times because I couldn't believe what it said. It said he couldn't live without me, and he knew he would never have me. He explained that it wasn't my fault, or that of Liz, but I know better. It is my fault, for I don't care for him like he wants to. And now he's going to kill himself. I have to stop him. I should hurry. I can still sense his Ki so he must still be alive.

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"Trunks, Trunks open the door!"

"Goten? Go away…"

Oh dear… he sounds so… so… Oh, I don't know, he must be very desperate.

"Trunks, open the god damn door!"

Why doesn't he open it? I need to get in! Oh, wait I can just blast it. Damn why didn't I think of that earlier…? "KAME… HAME… HAAAAAAA!!" So…now it's open… Where is he? Must be upstairs.

"Trunks?!"

I must be careful, don't want to scare him… Is he in his room? The door is locked, shall I force it open, or shall I knock? He's not gonna open it, guess I'll have to force it.

"Trunks! Will you put that down?"

"Goten… what are you doing here! I tolled you to…"

"I don't care, don't do anything stupid Trunks!"

Hey! What the hell?! Why is he attacking me, should I fight back? No he is in no state to put up a good fight.

"Aaahh… Trunks, will you… uugh… Trunks!"

Oh my head hurts… why did he attack me, why? Just because I tried to help him, but that is nothing like Trunks, he wouldn't do that! Damn my head hurts… what is he doing? I can't see… why is everything turning black……………………………………………………

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A/N: So, that wasn't as bad as I though it would be… Kinda short though, but I'm not done yet…. Those who red "Don't leave us" will know what happens next, cose I'm gonna stick to the original as much as possible. Lots 'n lots of reviews ^_^ flame all you want. I can take it, but try to keep it structured, cose else it wont help much ja ne?! Oh and there might be a few grammar errors, but try to keep in kind that English isn't my native language…