-flavalizz- Hey, I'm flavalizz and this is my first fanfiction. Whoop-whoop. Yeah, I'm quite excited, because I've never written anything in English before. I'm from Germany and I've been learning English for the past four years. Don't expect too much from this story, because it has probably a lot of grammatical mistakes and spelling errors and all the characters are pretty OOC. I actually haven't planned out the whole story so I'm just going to write it chapter per chapter. I'm sorry if anybody used this idea before, but I'm not stealing ideas here. If someone thinks this idea belongs to him, just message me.
I hope you'll like it and please review. Even if you just want to say that this story is rubbish. I'm thankful for every review I can get ^^
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Disclaimer:I don't own Kingdom Hearts ( Why do we even write it down every time? If I'd own Kingdom Hearts it would have lots and lots of RokuNami love in it :3 )
Thank you Lena, for giving me this one great idea and for being my friend :) hier hast'n smiley ;)
"Namine, are you alright ? You know I'd be totally fine with a 'yes' or 'no'. It's just, I'd be more reassured if you would just answer me." I heard my best friend Kairi Takahashi speaking from behind the stall door. Okay, just breathe in and out. And in and out and ...I couldn't concentrate. My whole mind was circling around this stupid white stick in my hands.
"Look Nami! This one even has pink on it. Buy this one." Kairi buys pregnancy test based on how cute it looks. Oh and never say, that pink is a horrible color in her presence. I did that mistake once and she nearly ate me alive. Let's just say my best friend is not normal.
"Are you alright? Should I call your mom? Come on. It'll probably turn out negative anyway."
"Kairi would you please just shut up ! Do you know how hard it is to pee onto a stick that has a diameter of 1 cm ?" I nearly screamed.
I'm normally not that aggressive, but you just get that way when you're probably pregnant with only 16 years and your best friend won't shut up.
"Why don't you pee in the small papercup from the café?" I made a grimace.
"Kai do you know how disgusting that would be?"
"I know it's disgusting but it's the only way if you can't pee on a stupid stick."
"I'll probably falsify the result if I put this stick into a cappuccino cup."
After 5 minutes I finally got myself to pee on the small pink-white stick (Kairi forced me to buy it). Then I had to wait and wait and wait some more. I looked at my surroundings, because I had nothing better to do. Currently I was sitting in one of the stalls of the public toilet in our local mall. Not a place you want to take a pregnancy test at.
I never wanted to take a pregnancy test anyway. It's not that I don't like kids, but I think I just wouldn't be a good mom. Mom. Oh god. I totally forgot about mom. She's going to flip.
"Namine? I'm seriously worried." Kairi said to me with a timid voice.
Suddenly I opened the stall door and ran towards her. She was sitting on the floor with our bags next to her. In her hand she held her cell phone ( It's pink). I threw the pregnancy test into her arms.
"You look at it." I said and turned towards a mirror. I looked horrible. My hair looked like a big bird's nest and my make-up was smeared. And I didn't even knew the result yet.
What am I going to do if I'm really pregnant?
I can't graduate and if I don't graduate I can't go to Radiant Garden Art Academy. And if I don't go to Radiant Garden Art Academy I'm not going to get a job and if I don't get a job I'm going to live on the street. And my poor child will have to go around and beg for money, since her stupid mom didn't think about using condoms, because she was too drunk and...I suddenly fell to the floor and began crying.
"Hey Namine. Don't cry. Shhh... everything is going to be fine." Kairi sat next to me and soothingly rubbed my back.
"You'll see it'll turn out negative anyway and..." She suddenly fell silent.
"And what?" I asked weakly and looked at her. Her face was extremely pale and she shook her head slightly. Then it hit me.
I'm pregnant. I, Namine Strife 16 years old, am pregnant.
"No,no,no,no,no,no,no..." I mumbled and began sobbing hysterically. What am I going to do? What's my mom going to do? What are my friends going to do? What is he going to do?
Kairi didn't know what to say or she was just afraid I'd throw the pregnancy test box at her if she opened her mouth. She just continued rubbing my back. After a few minutes Kairi finally said something.
"You know they're not always right?" It was supposed to be a statement, but it came out as a question. I glared at her. Did you know that it's pretty hard to glare at somebody while crying like a waterfall? I looked at the test in her hands.
Small pink plus.
Pregnant.
That was the only thing my mind could focus on.
"Kairi, I've been throwing up for the whole week. I'm definitely pregnant." I continued with my crying fit.
"Oh Namine. We'll figure something out. And you know, I'll always be there for you. 24/7. 365 days a year. And because you're my bestest friend in the whole world, you'll get the whole `Kairi will always be there for you´ package." I laughed a small laugh.
The I suddenly threw my arms around her and burried my face in her neck.
"Thank you for being the bestest friend in the whole world."
"No problem, sweetie. You'd do the same for me. You would do the same for me, wouldn't you?" I giggled.
"Mhhm, let me think about it. Maybe." We laughed together at that.
"Now get your face of my shoulder. You're ruining my new Burberry shirt."
After sitting in the restroom for nearly an hour the cleaning lady shooed us away. I still looked like a mess, but I felt slightly better with Kairi by my side. Somehow she gave me the feeling that I could manage the situation and now we we're on our way to my house to tell my mom.
I love my mom to death and she is the nicest woman you'll ever meet, but I got a feeling that she won't be happy with my current situation.
"Aw Nami, you're looking worried again." said Kairi who walked next to me through the mall.
"Of course I'm worried. I'm 16 years old and I'm going to tell my mom I'm pregnant." We walked in silence for about 500 meters when she suddenly stopped.
"Namine?" She looked at me with a prompting look.
"You never told me so I'm just going to ask. Who's the father of your little baby? I mean you broke up with Seifer 2 months ago so I'm guessing he's not the father. I know that you're not the kind of girl, who'll just sleep with anyone..."
I didn't listen anymore. What are they doing here? And when I talk about them I mean THEM, the most popular group of our school.
"Namine, are you even listening to me?" asked Kairi a bit annoyed. I didn't answer. All I could do was stare at them.
"Are you alright? You look a little pale."
NO, I'M NOT ALRIGHT. I could see him, standing in the middle of the group. He had his arm around his girlfriend and was talking to one of the older guys.
There he stood in all his glory.
Heartthrob of the whole school.
Roxas Hikari.
And then right there, I threw up.
So, how is it? Bad? Pretty bad? Really, really bad? ^^
Hope you liked it and please review :)
Alles Liebe, flavalizz
