First story so please bare with me... Hope you guys enjoy ... Review any negative or positive review helps me get better.. Thanks hope you guys enjoy... I don't own anything but the story... Rated M for language and graphic scenes.

RAVENS ROOM:

Raven had her both headphones on and her iPod in blast. Her favorite song was playing (Flesh by Simon Curtis). She was so into it .. and so was her emotion Lust. Raven tried so hard to keep Lust under control but a failing. As the song slipped into the chorus control was slipping out of her grasp. She felt her room grow hotter and hotter so she simply removed her cloak. her hands began sliding over her body suddenly feeling that her leotard was way to much clothing."What the hell am I thinking" she said suddenly out of breath. She pulled her headphones out of her ear. She felt Lust complain but ignored her. "I need a cold shower" she thought stripping down to nothing but her black lace panties. She walked slowly to her bathroom stopping long enough to look at her reflection in her mirror. She was pale, curvy with big breasts. But she was never good enough ... she couldn't even try to compare herself to Starfire whom was tall, beautiful, and had a body like a model. Raven sighs " I'll never be good enough for you Robin " She tells her reflection. Tears started forming in her eyes. When would she be able to run from all her problems. A tear then slipped down her cheek. 'Your such a baby' Rudeness yells at her. She wiped her tear and took the longest shower she ever had. Fully dressed and ready to face the noise that was waiting to harm her eardrums she stepped into the living room. She looks around to find that only two titans were missing, Robin and Starfire. She sighs and walk to the kitchen. She was chopping some tomatoes for her well deserved salad when Star and Robin walk in with a smile on each of their faces and hand in hand. 'Just take that knife and cut their pretty little throats already' the devil in side her demanded. She hands stared shaking so she took a deep breathe and tried to calm herself. She kept her mind busy and just kept chopping."Guess(chop)what(chop)guys(chop)Star and I(chop)are a couple now" With that the knife slipped from her grasp and cut her from were her thumb nail started to her thumb dropped the knife and yelp in knife fell on the floor while blood from her thumb fell next to it in big the titans were around her trying to aid her but it was Robin that took her hand and rapped around a dish cloth. She pulled away from his was so mad so angry so hurt. Tears started slipping down her cheeks. She used her magic to pull her hood over her head to try to hide her tears."I'm fine just leave me alone. Don't let me ruin the moment." With that she fled to her room. Once safe behind the door of her room she slides down the walls and started sobbing silently. "What hurts the most is not my wound" She whisperers to no one but her self."What really hurts the most is knowing now that you are truly like I even had a chance.

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