Author's Note: This is my first digimon fanfiction. I hope you enjoy it, and please leave a review, I really appreciate comments and feedback. I will probably be posting a chapter every week.
I was ashamed of what I have become. It was never Tai's fault. He just wanted me to become stronger for my own benefits and to protect his friends. The truth is, I wasn't ready. As greymon in Etemon's colosseum, I wasn't strong enough, nor mature and experienced enough to handle the next evolution. That is why I turned into something that I wish would have never appeared in the digital world. I had become skullgreymon.
I wasn't conscious and lucid for first few minutes of my transformation. However, my consciousness slowly came back to me, and I found myself hurting my fellow digimon. I was finally brought back to reality. They weren't doing me harm, they wanted to stop me from doing something reckless. I looked down at my arms, which were now all bone. I was a monster, no, worse than a monster. I tried to harm Tai! I couldn't bring myself to face my friends. I turned around and fled from the stadium.
I heard Tai and the others following far behind, but I didn't stop as I tackled through all the stone and rubble across the desert. I let out a loud roar of anger. I was mad at myself. Tai and the others must think I've gone crazy. Well, that was not too far from the truth. I was out of control, and even though I was conscious now with all my memories, I didn't want to risk going berserk near them.
Before I could get to a comfortable distance from the stadium, I felt very fatigued. I had to stop for a few seconds to catch my breath. I found that maintaining my form was quite difficult. I could of easily digivolved right here, and I was tempted to because I was very tired. However, Tai and the others would catch up to me, and I might turn back into this monster again and wreak havoc upon them.
With sheer determination, I swallowed this urge to de digivolve and continued running towards the horizon. I ran for hours. The sun slowly disappeared and the cool night air covered the land. I found a small oasis in the middle of the desert. It was a perfect place to stop for the night. I couldn't sense Tai anymore. They couldn't possibly find me now, for I am too far away. I let out a sigh as I collapsed onto the sand. Running in such a large body was tiresome, but strangely, I felt myself getting use to it. I might have been heavier, but my legs had exponentially more energy.
I crawled over towards the water in the oasis and looked at my reflection. I really was a monster. A skeleton of what I use to be. I slammed my hands into the water out of stress and annoyance. I wanted to protect Tai, but I did the opposite. I was the worst digimon partner ever. I let out a loud grunt, (which was a sound that I could not make as agumon) and laid my head down to sleep. I was completely fatigued, and I wanted to start fresh the next morning.
I woke up to the heat of the morning. I suspected that I had become agumon again. I sat up, blinking. Strange, the oasis still seems pretty small. Oh no! I looked down at my body and hands. No! I'm still skullgreymon! How is this possible?! I should have run out of energy by now. I tried to release my digital energy, but I couldn't make myself de digivolve. I stood up and began to panic. What does this mean? What does this mean?!
