A/N Hello everyone this is my first fic so please leave a review it would make my day. I wrote this story after watching fairy tail episode 154 SPOLIER ALERT don't read the next part of the a/n if you haven't seen episode 154 : They were so close to kissing omg I was pumping my fist in the air I had tears brimming my eyes no joke! But then freaking Jellal was like ''I can't I've got a fiancee'' and I was like what the heck man WHYYYYY!? I already ship Jerza but I thought that ship was gonna sail but no my dreams got crushed because Jellal lied that's right he has no flipping fiancee! The feels were intense but BOOM dreams=crushed, wow needed to get that outta my system I feel better now. SO anyways that motivated me to write a Jerza fanfic and I thought ya know why not try an AU [alternate universe] I hope to get at least 2 reviews because just that would make me wanna post the next chapter. Although I would probably post it anyways because I'm doing this for fun. If anyone is wondering I have not finished fairy tail yet and am only on episode 156. If I made any grammar or spelling errors please don't hesitate to tell me and R/R. Sorry if they are OCC I tried . Alrighty enough of my rant oh wait

Disclaimer: I don't own fairy tail it belongs to Hiro. I only own it in my dreams 'sigh'

Okay now enough of my rant

Erza's POV

Always. We've always been friends ever since freshmen year. And here we are now seniors, I can't believe how the time flew by. With him around even the darkest days had at least a bit of sunlight. I don't know why I can't speak my feelings, we've told each other everything since that day.

~Flashback~

It was my first day of high school, but it started off terrible. I was nervous as any normal teen would be. Most kids are only anxious about it being the first day of high school I was nervous about it being my first day of school ever. You see my parents have always home schooled me ever since I was a child. I haven't ever been to real school, I never even had a friend that had been to school. All my previous friends were children of my parents' friends that were also home schooled. I had set my alarm the night before, but of course I was so nervous I set it wrong. So, instead of waking up at 7:05 as planned I woke up at 8:05. I was mortified once I realized that school started in only 25 minutes. I rushed like a madwoman to get ready. The school uniform was simple: short lilac skirt, white button up shirt, and lilac tie [a lilac blazer is also optional]. Once I was dressed I hurried downstairs, popped some toast in the toaster, and got out strawberry jam. My parents were seated at the table my father reading the newspaper and my mother eating a bagel. I would have asked why they didn't wake me up, but I was short on time. I got my toast threw some jam on it and ushered quick goodbyes to my parents who each gave me a smile and a ''Good luck sweetie''. Once out the door I ran to my car. I looked at the clock which read 8:20. I thanked God that I still had time and drove off to school. I arrived with 5 minutes to spare. I bolted to class knocking some people to the ground in the process. I wasn't ever late anywhere and didn't plan to start today. I was so worried about making it to homeroom that I didn't notice an unsuspecting bluenette in my path. I crashed right into him and we landed with a thud. I quickly apologized as I dusted myself off and helped him up. I was a skilled sword fighter so it probably hurt him more then me, but surprisingly he seemed fine. '' What's your name?'' he asked after we had both risen.

''Erza'' I responded.

'' Well Erza it's a pleasure to make your acquaintance, I'm Jellal''he said.

'' Indeed'' I replied.

'' Who do you have for homeroom? '' he asked.

'' Mrs. Harold'' I answered.

'' Cool we have the same class, what other classes do you have?'' he inquired.

We walked to class and decided to compare schedules later. I wondered if I had just made my first friend. It turns out we had all the same classes except for one, we even had lunch together. I had to make sure we were friends though since I'm not one to get my hopes too high.

''Jellal?'' I asked.

''Yeah?'' he answered.

Gathering up my courage I asked,'' Are we friends?''

He replied without any hesitation at all, '' Yes''

I was instantly relieved that I had made my first friend. I audibly sighed and he let out a small chuckle. I smiled along with him as we walked to class. Who would guess that three years would pass and we would grow to become more than friends.

~End Flashback~

Now it's almost graduation day, but he is still unaware of my feelings.

Jellal's POV

I can't believe she doesn't know how I feel. I knew the first day we met that I would grow to love the scarlet haired beauty known as Erza. I hope she's as in love with me as I am with her. I always thought I wouldn't fall in love, I've never thought about spending my life with someone, that is until now. I actually never believed in true love I found it to be stupid and impossible, but she makes me think differently. I wonder if she feels the same as I do, I wonder if I'm constantly in her thoughts and I wonder if I have a place in her heart just like she does in mine. I decided long ago that on graduation day I will tell her. I will have her meet my gaze and tell her how much she means to me. I know love is a strong word and something people don't take lightly. I'm aware of the risks; I know I'm jeopardizing our friendship and I know she might not love me too, but I'm willing to risk it all. I know that may sound stupid and rash, but I've felt this way for some time. I'm fully prepared to except the consequences if her feelings aren't the same. Which is why before I tell her I'm going to pray to every God I can think of because she means the world to me. I would do anything for her, I just hope she would too. I'll be heartbroken if she doesn't reciprocate my feelings, but it won't matter because at least she'll know how I feel. It's silly to think I was once a boy who looked down upon those who wanted true love when now here I am head over heels for a girl I'm not even sure loves me back. Well until graduation day I guess.

To be continued