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hi everyone .. this is my first story i published on Fanfiction so please be kind with the reviews ;) i hope you like it ! And i also want to thank 'Kellyyy' for helping me with my story .. I really appreciate it ;) so here we go with the story , enjoy !

'You can't keep living like this Luke!' Jelled an angry Nathan. 'She died two years ago.'

'I know... But I just want her back.' Lucas said.

'Well, she isn't coming back! We need you here Luke! Jamie misses you and so does Haley. We want you to go see someone.' Nathan said.

'What? You think by talking to some fucking shrink that everything will be okay? That there won't be a hole in my heart anymore? Because I think that will just make things worse!' Lucas jelled back to his brother.

'There is a little group that talks to people about their loss so they can work things out and see that things are still worth it without them! You should give it a try and if not for yourself, try it for us. Please man… We miss you!' Nathan said desperately.

'But I just don't feel like talking about her.' Lucas whispered.

'I know! But just try please! Their next meeting is tomorrow night.'

'I'll try…'

'Thanks dude!'

'Where is it?' Lucas asked . It is not that he didn't get his family . he was a mess ! And he had to stop feeling sorry for himself .

'I brought you a folder. And if you want us to drive you, we'll be happy to!' Nathan said overly excited. 'Yeah… Maybe! I don't know if it isn't a problem.'

'No way man.. You are family! That isn't a problem. And then we'll make sure you really go.' Nathan joked.

'Where did you get your humor?' Lucas said with a bit of a smile around his lips.

'Shut up!' Nathan replied smiling. He was kinda proud of himself because he made Lucas smile but he saw that the smile never reached his eyes like it used to do when she was still here to keep him company. Lindsey was a cool sister-in-law but he always thought there was something better out there. He never told anyone this but he just knew... She was a good wife, but not the best! He kinda thought she cheated! But he wouldn't dare to tell Lucas! He wasn't tired of his life yet! He hoped that this association would help his brother to feel good again. What he didn't know was that this might be the best thing that ever happened in Lucas' life. And this would be a real good thing.

-OTH-

'Hey best friend, how are you feeling?' Brooke asked.

'Better...' Peyton said. She didn't want to lie but she just missed him. She felt guilty when he died and she never really had the courage to talk about him with anyone, not even Brooke. So after a while no one ever asked her about him and she didn't talk about him. She even forgot how it felt to really talk. When Jake died she had built walls around herself so she should never give in on strong emotions. It killed the people who love her to see her like that. By now he was already dead for 3 years. Brooke thought it was time to move on and she tried her best to make her smile again but that never seemed to work. One time when she got Peyton smiling, she immediately started to cry because she felt guilty!

'You know, ?' Brooke started.

'Mmm?' Peyton replied.

'You should talk to someone.' Brooke said carefully.

'How do you mean? A shrink? Because I am not crazy!' Peyton protested.

'No... I know that! You are not crazy! But there is this little group that talks with you about loss and all that stuff.' Brooke tried to tell her friend without upsetting her. 'Please think about it, honey. It'll be good for you! You have to move on! This is no way to live a life! Anyway, I really have to go. So their next meeting is tomorrow night. I'll pick you up and we'll go! For me?' Brooke pleaded. Peyton was a sucker at saying "no" to her best friend,something Brooke knew and she just felt really powerful because of it!

'Okay… I'll go! But only for you, because you want me to!'

'YES!' Brooke chirped.

'I'll pick you up tomorrow night! Be ready! Gotta go... Bye!'

Peyton sighed at her best friend. How in the world did she get so lucky with such a good friend? It might be that Brooke could be bitchy sometimes but she would always have her back. Brooke sacrificed so much for her. Then it hit her what she was going to do tomorrow… She really didn't want to go to stupid therapy! But she kinda promised Brooke and she owed her so she was going. But she didn't even know that going to that session was going to change her life in a really good way.

so .. This was the first chapter and i hope you guys liked it ! There is a review button under this text , please give me a review but play nice ! ;) if you have any questions feel free to ask me .

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