A short oneshot done for the livejournal com 10 whores. No, this isn't dirty fanfiction. The pairing is JurixLeomon, but it could be viewed as a friendship fic too, depends on what you want it to be. The theme I used was Disorientated. Please enjoy!

I loved him.

His strength, his bravery, his everything. Leomon was everything to me, and now he's gone. He was killed. Ruthlessly murdered. I miss him and his warm fur against my cold skin. I miss the times we shared together, even if they were few in number.

With him here, I understood my purpose, but now that he's gone, I'm lost again. I feel half dead, my spirit crushed. I couldn't handle my mother's death, and I can't handle yours. I wish I could bring you back somehow, like in the old TV shows, but this is real life. When things die, they stay dead.

But suddenly I hear your voice, calling down from inside me. You deliver your message of love and warmth to me, and I smile. I want to make you proud of me. I want to live for both of us. I know you're gone, but you'll always be in my heart, and in my memories.

I love him.