The very thought was absolutely disgusting, the imagery flashing through my tortured mind of dark,large,orbs filled with betrayal and hurt. The very thought was absolutely delicious, the imagery flashing through my tortured mind of dark,large,orbs, watering and spilling salty,sweet tears as I lay my attack on their owner.
I snap my gaze away from the figure dancing in front of me. I can't keep having these thoughts...Each of these sick fantasies tear me apart oh so slowly. I keep my gave to the newly polished wooden floors, my breath kept steady as I kept my grip on the balance bar. "Gaara, snap out of it! and one! and two, arabesque!" My trance on the floor was broken from my loud mouthed older sister. Her sand colored hair tied in four messy buns, green eyes narrowed and her hands on her hips...in her usually authoritative pose. I roll my eyes ignoring her huff as I extend my arm and steady my stance on one leg lifting my other behind me, with pointed toes of course.
Temari gave a nod of approval "hah not bad lil' brother...I mean your back isn't as arched as it could be and your hand isn't poised along with your body but I can't complain..too much" she chuckled at my annoyance as she pranced off to supervise the others. The bitch always thinks she's above others..just because she stands along side with our teacher doesn't make her shit. I break my stance and slump against the wall until I finally sat on the polished floor, My head making a 'thud' noise against the mirror. My gaze inevitably searches for the creature again. Long ivory limbs twisting,swaying,twirling hypnotizing me, tempting me as he danced beautifully. His eyes were closed in pure focus...as if none of us was in the room..and soon I felt that way as well. His small feet silently glided along the floor closer and closer to me.
The closer he got the more and more he was clear in my vision...His legs were long..so long and endless...With small black shorts that made swallowing difficult. How much I'd love to pull those legs apart..having those creamy thighs being bruised under my grip...No no shhh snap out of it. His back arched and twisted as his arms were raised above his head...One of those desired legs raised up and...suddenly his supportive leg started to shake and those black eyes were snapped open as he began to tumble to the ground. Before I knew what I was doing, My body took charge as I rose to my feet quickly and rushed to catch the clumsy thing.
My arm slivered around the thin waist of my prey as He stared up at me with wide eyes..With the most stupidest look on his face. "O-Oh Kami! I apologize sir! I did not mean to be so clumsy! If I had distracted you then I shall run 100 laps arou- "Its fine I wasn't busy" I say coolly and monotonously as I help him stand steadily on his feet. His face looked flustered for a moment before a wide smile married his face again. "Ah well thank you very much then sir!" He bowed quickly and rose again with a chuckle. I didn't want to come into contact with the face of my fantasies...I couldn't believe he was real...In fact I missed having to hold him..he felt rather heavier than I'd imagine however.
"Don't call me sir. Its Gaara...that's all" I say while crossing my arms to my chest. He's taller than I thought..thankfully not by much..about a inch or so. "He blinked a moment before smiling...again. "Ah nice to meet you Gaara-samma, I am most thankful for your help! Sometimes when I practice I really forget where I'm at!" he held a fist to his chest as he spoke...I could see fire behind his black eyes as he rambled on about dance and his passion and all...What a strange boy. "Don't call me Gaara-samma. Its Gaara...that's all" I find myself repeating again. Then The boy gave a soft gasp and bowed again, "Oh I apologize! Gaara sa- Gaara! I do not mean to be rude!" I roll my eyes at his over zealousness at being proper and kind..I don't bother so why should he. "Fine whatever..what is your name?" I ask irritably..This was the most important information he could give me right now...The name of my muse..of my imagination..of my fucking torture at the quiet hours of night. Soon his hand is placed in his hip and he jutted his hip to the side, raising a thumbs up. "Oh Forgive me for being rude My name is r-"LEE" A booming, obnoxious voice calls out. I could feel my eye twitch as his attention is adverted to one of the teachers...oh..that faggot. Maito Guy..of the konohona dance company...what a joke.
"Sensei!sir!" he saluted as he stood straight. Maito stood in front of him with two other dancers behind him..One being a female..having two buns on her head and the other..a male...oh...I know this male..the fucking prodigy himself...looking stoic as ever. "Lee we are done signing up! come one let's head out! We have a lot of practice to do young man!" My eyes once again snap to what I assume is..Lee...what a simple name..yet...the simplicity was..entrancing at the same time. "Lee...Lee..Lee...hmm" I recite his name under my breath wrapping my mind around the concept of the strange creature. Before I could utter another word to him he gave another bow and ran off "Goodbye Gaara! I'll see you at nationals!" he gave a small wink and just like that they headed out of the building..leaving the door bell to jingle in their absence. "Nationals...Fuck" The competition completely flew over my head...Nationals...yes...I see him then..and when I do..I'll do what I do best..and win the gold..just like last year, and the year before that, and the year before that.
The day went on as usual, my sister barking orders at our team as we practice and train for each performance. There was talk of a new dancer joining the konohona dance company..they talk of him as if he was some big shot. I wish that the idiots that spend all their time concerning about other's would spend just as much as time practicing. The day was just about to end until I heard the screeching tone of my sister once again. "Hey hey! attention everyone! I have an announcement. as you all know Nationals are in no less than a month. I have prepared three winning dances that are bound to knock those konohona scum in the goddamn trash!" I resisted the urge to laugh at her confidence. Suna elite dance company has won four years in a row, this year won't be any different. Oh how fun it is however..To see them come close, To see Maito Guy and Kakashi cross their fingers only to be sent home with silver.
"Now. I will be announcing our groups. First thing! group dance will be Ino,Choji,me, Gaara, and Matsuri, Next we have solos, Matsuri and Gaara, and you two will be doing the duet as well" She announced looking down at her clip board holding back that ugly smirk of hers. I growled a bit as I glanced beside me to see the small brunette, known as Matsuri, smiling looking rather excited. Hah..I know my sister wants me to find a girlfriend and be a 'normal boy'...She has no place in my life just like Matsuri...The only thing that caught my interest all day was that strange boy..Lee..whom had distracted me while we stretched. I'm not sue why he distracted me..but he sparked many fantasies within my tired head much like when I was a child...and they thought therapy helped...
Now I must shake away silly thoughts of the boy and focus on the chore at hand;trying not to viciously murder everyone in the studio before dismissal.
