'Love fades, mine has' those words kept echoing around my head.
Maybe if I could just talk to him, maybe convince him that at the very least we could be friends, even though it would probably kill me it would be better than this torment. So with that decided I untangled myself from my sheets and made my way down to Dimitri's room, as I approached the door Guardian Glass came out, ' sorry Rose we're under strict orders from the princess not to let you in' he said with pity in his eyes, during this time he had turned out to be a good friend.
'5 minutes pleaseee, she doesn't need to know, and if she finds out I will say I sneaked in'
he looking torn by finally said okay. As I walked in I saw him sitting in the corner of the room with his head in his hands, when he heard my approach his eyes snapped up to meet mine. 'Dimitri, please just let me talk to you' he jumped up so quickly I was sure he kept some of his Stigoi speed, ' No Rose I cant do this I don't want you near me, it hurts me to much, and don't say you forgive me I don't deserve anything and for the last time Roza I DO NOT LOVE YOU! Im sorry but that is just the way it is, now please leave me be.'
During his speech I felt like my heart had literally been ripped to shreds, I ran out of there and didn't stop until I realized I had gone way past the wards, that's when I felt the nausea, and I thought my day couldn't get any worse I didn't have my stake 'Fuck' I muttered out loud, 'well, well, well what do we have here, a defenceless "Guardian" outside the wards with no protection tututut' and that's where he lunged and me knocking me into a tree head first, I was dazed for a little while, just watching the Strigoi stalk towards me, clearly a dhampmir before being turned, as he got closer I swiped his legs out from under him and pounced, we both got in some good punches then out of know where I felt a sharp pain in my neck, yet he hadn't bitten me, I moved my hand up to the unknown pain and found a small knife sticking out, he pinned me down and grabble the knife twisted it and pulled it out, I let out a cry of pain and saw my blood squirt over his face, I was losing blood quickly, I must have passed out because the next thing I remember was watching the Strigoi being burnt by what looked like Moroi, all 7 of them pale and beautiful, a young man with blonde hair stepped towards me a grabbed my hand a bit it, but he didn't have fang I thought woah this guy is weird. 'Hey! What the hell are you do- ahhhhhhh!' I screamed bloody murder, I had never felt pain like this before it was like the fire they had lit was spreading inside of me. This was it I was going to die.
LISSA POV.
'Dimitri I am so sorry I should have been her to stop her getting in' eugh she can be so selfish sometimes.
'Princess its fine really, I understand she needs answers, but its just difficult right now' oh he was so selfless the complete opposite of how Rose was being right now and I suppose I would be like it with Christian but it was so annoying, all of a sudden I felt the worst pain I have ever had 'ahhhhhhhhhh'
'Princess what is it? Whats wrong?' Dimitri asked his voice full of worry, ' I I I t-thing the b-bond just-t broke' ' what does that mean princess?' ' The only was to b-break a bond is for the bond mate to to to d-die, or be turned' oh God this cant be happening not Rose please not Rose.
DIMITRI POV.
NO no not my Roza, I still loved her so much I was so wrong and now she's gone turned or dead neither was acceptable I felt that she was still somewhere here but that could just wishful thinking, I feel like im dying.
Do I continue lemme know
