Christmas Wishes

A/N- Well, this is my second fan fic so I hope you all enjoy it! Unlike the last one, this is going to be a chapter fic, so I hope you give this a chance! And I do hope my loyal fan, ToMmYandJuDe-ISlover is reading! I pretty much dedicate this story to and anyone else who wants it! Oh and before I forget, I do not own anything associated with Instant Star, sadly enough, and no without further ado, Christmas Wishes!

Prologue

It had been three months since it happened, three months since she broke his heart, three months since she had chosen. In the end, she had ended up choosing Jamie and not Tommy, but not for the reasons everyone thought. When she went to find him, it almost broke her heart to see that hopeful look on his face.

"Hey Girl," he said, smiling at her.

"Hey," she said back, unenthusiastically. She looked down at the ground, not knowing what to say. She didn't want to break his heart because she loved him. She wanted nothing more for him to be happy, but she knew what she had to do. She didn't want to get hurt again, even though they both loved each other very much.

"You don't have any bags. What, you expect to wear all of my clothes?" he said, half joking. He knew she wasn't there to go with, and yet he still had the heart to joke.

'God,' she thought, 'I really am an awful person. He loves me so much, and yet here I go, breaking his heart. I hope that one day he can find it in his heart to forgive me.'

"Uh, Tommy, I think you know why I'm here," she said

"Yeah, I do. I was just hoping you were here to, ya know, but I guess not." He looked down at the ground. There was an awkward silence between them, each not knowing what to say to the other.

"Well, I guess you'd better get going. Wouldn't want to keep him waiting."

"Tommy, don't do that."

"Do what?"

"Get all bitter on me. This isn't easy for me, ya know. I don't want to hurt you." She said the last part a litter softer, and she looked away from him while she said it.

"I know, Jude, and I appreciate you coming down here to uh, inform me of your decision." As he was saying this, he was walking closer to her. After he finished, he stopped directly in front of her, and grabbed her hands. He held her hands and looked down at her for a long time. She stood there looking up at him, melting in his eyes. His deep, blue eyes that she had gotten so easily lost in thousands of times before. She was almost losing her nerve, just considering going away with Tommy. But she came back from the oceans that were his eyes, to reality, and regained herself. Reluctantly, she slipped her grip out of his hands, and stepped away from him.

"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry for hurting you if I did, but I have to do this. For me." Her eyes were rimming with tears. He stepped closer to her once more and grabbed her hands.

"Jude, I'm not gonna lie and say this doesn't hurt me, but if you're happy about this, then I'm happy for you." The look in his eyes wasn't lying, but it wasn't exactly telling the truth. That was it. She couldn't do this anymore. She was going to tell him te truth, and get it out of her system.

"Tommy look-"

"Gate forty-four to Thailand, now boarding."

"I guess that's me. Look, I'll call you when I land, okay?" He pulled her into a hug.

"Look, Tommy, there's something I really need to-"

"Jude, I want nothing but the best for you. That's all I'll ever want from you, Girl. I love you." He released her from the hug, and kissed her check tenderly. He looked at her one last time before turning around to leave.

"I love you, too," she said after him, but he was too far gone to hear her. With one last look at Tommy, she turned around and left.

A/N- Okay, so the prologue is up! Please read and review and tell me how it is!