This one is for everyone who has ever reveiwed any of my stories. Do I really need to put a disclaimer in?
Please enjoy.
I'm thinking this might be a multi chapter poem staory about Ginny.
I never knew how I felt
It was always how I was supposed to feel
Cue anger, feet are stomped and voice some nonsense objection
Cue happiness, smiles and cheers that really mean nothing
Cue sadness, crocodile tears and pouted lips
I never really had a good die
I mean day
Everyone was always pushing me
Pressuring me
"Stay away from my friends"
"Go do your homework"
"Come help me take out the trash"
I needed a respite
Then the diary came
I was far from innocent before the diary but this just gave me the extra push
This time I didn't mind the pressuring push
It was more of a nudge anyways
No one ever thought it was me
Malfoy
Hagrid
Some other unknown
Everything was going so well
I was finally starting to become myself
Abandoning all that false compassion and empathy that I had been force fed since birth
But of course all good things must come to an end.
Stupid bastard couldn't leave well enough alone
Had to "save me"
I didn't need saving
Tom was never going to actually kill me
I should know
I was his lover
Oh I can just imagine your face now
"His lover? At eleven? How twisted. How sick"
But it wasn't like that
He never took advantage of me
Not really
Not anymore then I wanted him to
I just understood him
He was just like me
When he died it felt like nothing in the world would ever be right again
How clichéd
But he promised he would never leave me for good
I trusted in that
So I used my time to develop a clean reputation
Good grades
Staying out of trouble
Kind and caring
Gentle and helpful
All together innocent and bashful
It made me sick to my stomach
But I knew it would come in handy
If I was to ever help Tom again I would need people to doubt my capacity for evil doing
It still made me sick
So fast forward a few years
A few years of wearing masks
A few years of biting my tongue
And a few years of sharing a room with that filthy mudblood
Disgusting
What irked me the most was that I received no appreciation for my good deeds
The golden trio ignored me
The older kids walked all over me
My own family took me for granted
Spit on and shoved to agree
Ignored
It was infuriating
Then Tom came back
It was heaven
And the "good guys" were in hell
There you go. Please review and have a very pleasant day
