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Paige's diary

Paige's dairy. July 28, 2008.

Alison DiLaurentis scared me so much that I almost pooped in my panties today. It was so scary.

Of course, I didn't show Alison how afraid I am of her. I can't let her see the weak me.

She probably know what I feel for a certain super cute swimmer and that's what she use to turn me into a piece of crap.

I wish I could punch you so fuckin' hard, ya blonde bimbo!

No, stop it, Paige. Don't use bad words, be a good little girl.

Why is Alison so evil and rude to me?


Paige's diary. August 14, 2008.

I have a huge and very strong crush on Emily Fields. Why? That's so damn wrong. Lesbianism is not natural.

Paige, stop being lame and weird and just forget Emily. Get out there and find yourself a nice handsome boy.

Everything about being a gay chick is sooo disgusting. Snap out of it, Paige!

I don't wanna be gay...

I wanna be 100 % normal, like other girls.

My parents ( my dad in particular ) would be so mad if they knew I'm gay.

I have to find a way to not be gay anymore...


Paige's diary. August 22, 2008.

Oh my shit...! Emily high fived me today after swim-practice and her hand touching mine was such a turn on.

I felt wet stuff down in my sweatpants and it was sure not pee.

So freakin' awkward. Little me wanted to teleport off the Earth.

Really hope that Emily didn't notice that I got turned on...

Emily is a lesbian, but someone as awesome as her would probably never wanna kiss me. I'm just a loser. At least that's what Alison always say.

Alison calls me Pigskin and tells me that I'm a perverted loser.

Me don't have buddies.

Katy Fernandis was my friend, but she no longer live here in Rosewood. Her family moved to Wolfwille 2 years ago.

Wish that she would return. She was a very sweet buddy and always had my back when I needed help.


Paige's diary. August 26, 2008.

It's so hard to keep my gay side and Emily-crush a secret.

Alison has fortunately not revealed it to anyone, it seems and I'm glad that she hasn't.

Emily is so beautiful, sweet, cute and sexy and...

No! Stop it, Paige! To be a gay girl is wrong. At least for me. Not for the amazing Emily Fields.

I wonder if Emily's parents know that she's gay. Probably not...

Emily is awesome. When she smile it makes me smile too.

She's the best and I wish she'd kiss me and cuddle with me, but that won't happen, at least not as long as she's under Alison's curse.

Paige, snap out of it, now! You don't wanna be all gay and lovey-dovey. That's so not your style.

Why the crap do I have such a huge damn crush on Emily?

Life is such a pain!


Paige's diary. Alison's gone.

I just found out that Alison's gone missing. Sounds really bad of me to say this, but I'm glad she's not around anymore. Now I won't have to stand her being such a bully and all that crap.

Maybe my life will become cute for a change. I do hope so.

Thank goodness that Emily is still around and looking as cute as ever.

Stop! Paige, you don't wanna be lesbo, remember?

Actually looking forward to school tomorrow now that Alison, the evil is not around. I hope my life will be adorable.

Perhaps I can even get a hug from Emily now she's no longer one of Alison's slave-chicks, ya know.

Now I'm gonna eat some ice cream and watch anime.


Paige's diary. Yay!

I'm so happy. Life at school without Alison is absolutely awesome and very adorable.

So sweet to be able to not be afraid of someone being evil towards me and such.

And yesterday I won my first medal as a member of the Rosewood Sharks. Mom's so proud of me.

Mom and I are gonna go out to the Grille and celebrate that I won a medal at swimming.


Paige's dairy. September 22, 2010.

Found out today that Emily has a girlfriend. It's that new chick Maya or whatever her name is. Such a pain, like a fuckin' sword to my poor heart.

What to do?

I'm not happy...


Paige's diary. September 23, 2010.

Hasn't been in school today. Just been crying in my room. You might wonder why...

I couldn't stand to see Emily Fields with a girl who's not me, that's why. My feelings for Emily are so strong. To see her and Maya together hurts my soul.

It's so fuckin' painful to see Emily being in love with Maya.

Mom's told me to at least eat, but I can only drink tea. I'm too sad to eat.


Paige's diary. I'm back...

Today I actually went to school after having been in my room and crying for nearly 2 weeks.

Been trying to not watch when Emily and Maya hold hands and kiss each other and all that stuff. Too fuckin' painful, ya know...

Swimming was not as fun as it usually is since Emily is on the team.

I'm not happy...

Trying to not be too sad though.

Now I'm gonna do my Math homework.


Paige's diary. Me feel little better.

I feel a little better now. Trying to ignore the fact that Emily doesn't date me.

Focus on swimming instead.

Almost won my second swimming medal last week.

Coach even said "Paige, you swam very good today. Well done, girl."

Never heard coach give none other than Emily such high praise before. Yay!

Have another chance to bring home a medal or trophy on Friday. Mom will be there to cheer me on. Awww!

Gonna take a small nap now and then take mom to watch a movie.


Paige's diary. Awwwww! So adorable!

So happy I am now. Earlier today I took Emily out on a pre-date date or semi-date or whatever it should be called.

We ate dinner and after it we did some fun karaoke.

After it all, me couldn't help myself, so I kissed Emily. It was so erotic. Her lips had such a cute taste and I got really wet in my lady parts.

I'm soooo happy!

Yes, me is happy!


Paige's diary. May 8, 2011.

Nearly a month ago I came out as gay to Emily and today we started dating. So awesome. Emily is very sweet and beautiful.

I love her sooo much.

I'm super happy.

The way I see it, Emily is totally perfect. No one else can make my heart do backflips of joy as she can by simply talking to me and looking at me with her sweet cute smile.

I love Emily Fields.


Paige's diary. May 18, 2011.

Little insecure me and the super cute Em Fields are an official couple now. And that of course make me happy. I'm finally dating my first and only crush.

Yes...Emily is my first real crush.


Paige's diary. July 4, 2011.

Awww, such an awesome day. Em and me 'did it' for the first time today.

Great sweet way to celebrate 4th of July. I'm a happy girl.

Yay! Paige feels happy.


Paige's diary. July 20, 2011.

My relationship with Em is still awesome and that makes me happy.

Em is so sexy. I love her very much and I'd do anything for her, no matter what 'cause she is important to me, more than anything else in the enitre world.

To have Emily as my girlfriend is the best thing that has ever happened to me.


Paige's diary. September 30, 2011.

Em and I made love today. In her room. That was awesome, of course.

Love-time with my beautiful Emily is always awesome.

She has amazing bedroom-skills.

I love Em so much.

There are times where I can't believe that I'm so lucky. I'm dating the divine adorable Emily Fields, one of the most beautiful women in Rosewood.

Emily is so cute and sexy.

Her eyes, voice, hair, face, lips, humor, personality and body are all perfect, in my opinion.

When I'm with Emily it's like I'm so happy. She makes me feel like the most lucky girl ever.


Paige's diary. Soon, regionals...

The regional high school swim-championships are coming up soon. I look forward to that and of course so does Em.

I really hope the Sharks can win.

We've all trained hard lately so the chances are good, but ya never know.

Last year, we won so we wanna defend our victory this year.

South Pen High is our biggest threat. The captain of their team, a girl named Jaydah LaClaire is one of the very few I've seen who can swim as fast and awesome as Emily.

Me is not that nervous though. Em's beaten Jaydah before.

Swimming is so much fun and it's in the pool that I feel my best, aside from when I'm in bed with Emily.


Paige's diary. Start of regionals.

Today was day 1 of the regionals. It was so much fun.

I love to meet so many girls who have a passion for swimming.

Swimming is my main talent. I used to do field hockey too, but I gave it up to focus 100 % on swimming.

I'm very happy.


Paige's diary. October 26, 2011.

The main final of the regionals was today and the Sharks won.

I'm very happy.


Paige's diary. October 28, 2011.

Earlier today I took Em to the zoo. It was so much fun.

After the zoo we had dinner at the Grille and then we went for a sweet walk in the park.

I'm very happy.

Now I'm gonna take a shower before I go to bed.

Will probably dream about Emily.


Paige's diary. Happy little me!

I'm soooooooo happy! Em and I are still dating and are still as much in love as ever before.

Life is adorable.

Em and I ate pizza for lunch today 'cause it's Em's favorite food.

I wear an oversized Ramones t-shirt that my dad gave me and pink baggy sweatpants that Emily gave me.

Now I'm gonna take a tiny cute nap before dinner. Mmm, dinner...!

Mom's gonna make her awesome home-made fish-pie that I love so much.


Paige's diary. So much fun.

2 hours ago, Em showed me the cute childish My Little Pony video game that she and Hanna used to play when they were little.

It seemed like a nice game.