Irrevocably in Love summary:
Irrevocably in Love is about a new view on New moon by Stephanie Meyer- my first storey id about what happens when Alice never comes back to warn Bella that Edward is going to kill her self? What happens when Bella and Jacob finally become official... how will their relationship work out with Jacob being a werewolf? And Bella never getting to see her Jacob? Will it work? Will she stand being away from him? R&R to find out... its my first storey so I hope you like it :D please review it will mean a lot to me for my first sorry :D thank-you hope you like it
i don't own the twilight saga-- trust me i wish i did :D
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Irrevocably In Love- ***
Chapter one – La Push
Once I knew he was gone, and that he was never coming back- I still hold my breath when I hear his name- I knew I would get over him, well I would a least try! But the more time spent with Jacob Black, the more I forgot and the more I longed for Jacob's touch. I didn't know if I truly loved him, or if I was replacing my … Edward with my Jacob. But I knew I loved him in a certain way and that was the only thing that mattered.
I was now driving to La Push- to my second home- in my Chevy old red truck, which once was Jake's truck. I knew if I thought about what I was doing- I knew I wouldn't be driving to La Push asking Jacob to love me! Was I serious? Or did I just need a replacement for the pain I have suffered? We he like bog? Mending all the holes I suffered? Or was it fate? For me and him to be together?
I didn't know, I wasn't sure- but what I was sure of was I love Jacob black- my Jacob- my sun. The one that shines in the sky with all his happiness and makes me smile. And I knew I was truly in love with him. As I arrived at my second home- my Jacob was sitting on the front steps waiting for me, when I pulled up, he was bouncing up and down- like a child in a candy store- but that is what I loved about him- and I longed for every moment we were away from each other.
As I jumped out of my truck, he was their smiling my favorite smile. And my heart sank in a way that never happened before- it was a mixture of love and anxiously.
As I looked up he was staring into my eyes looking for an answer but all I could do is smile. Because that is what I did best when I was around him. He finally spoke- cutting in to my thoughts.
'' Hey,'' he whispered.
I just stood their motionaily looking at his beautiful eyes- asking my self, if he felt the same way I felt for him.
''Hi,'' I breathed
My heart was going 100 kilometers a second and he picked it up.
I still couldn't take in that he was a werewolf; he acted so much like a human to me. But that never changed the way I feel about him.
'' So, what would you like to do today?'' he asked- cutting into my thoughts yet again.
I thought about that for a moment and knew exactly what I wanted to do.
But first,
'' Is Billy here?'' I asked hoping he wasn't.
''No, he isn't, he and Sue are having lunch at Sam and Emily's place today.'' He said with questioning eyes.
And I knew that their was a god; and for once he was on my side.
I grabbed his warm hand- and he didn't hesitate to grab back- and we headed towards our favorite hide out- La Push beach.
Once we arrived, we walked in silence for a few minutes always looking at each other and laughing when we got caught.
Finally he sped up his tracks and stopped in front of me with curious eyes.
'' What's wrong Bella, your mind seems to be some where else today, if you don't want to come around anymore I would understand because it is boring- I wouldn't get upset- I wouldn't be mad, I would understand'' he questioned me with a plea in his eyes.
That was the opposite of what I was thinking.
''No! '' I answered to sudden and a smile seemed to light up his face.
'' Ok, so what's a matter?'' he asked concern in his face.
'' I just…'' I stuttered, uncomfortable
'' You just..? '' he asked with a stunning smile- it made my heart sang
''I-I…' oh my god! How could I not do this? I was so confident this morning- well certain enough. Then out of the blue he took my face in his hands and smiled.
''what is it, honey? '' he asked with a sparkle in his eyes. It was the first time he called me 'honey'.
I looked up to his eyes and he had his head tilted to the side with curious eyes.
Then it came out in a burr.
'' I love you, Jacob. I really and truly love you. I will understand if you don't feel the same way, and I will be out of your life. I understand if our friendship gets ruined over my stupidity, I'm sorry if this truly upsets you and I'm sor--… ''
He interrupted me when he put his long figure on my mouth- now holding my face with just one hand under my chin.
I didn't know if this was a good sign or a bad sign. I didn't care. He then suddenly leaned his head forward and kissed my lips. I didn't know at first what he was doing but then I realized. And I was kissing him back. He had his hands on my back and I had my hands in his hair.
He was kissing me back! Did this mean he loved me back? Or was he doing it just because he didn't want to hurt me? But I didn't care.
Suddenly we were both on the sand laying down- I was on my back kissing his whole face- we were both struggling to breath. He then had his lips on my neck- kissing every inch of it. I had my arms around his neck pulling me closer to him, wanting more of him. The suddenly he stopped and put is lips close to my ear and said
'' you don't know how long I have been waiting for you to say that!' my heart sank and I now knew he loved me the same way I loved him.
Suddenly Jacob went rigid, and got up on his feet. I was confused! Did he just realize that he was doing the wrong thing – that he didn't love me.
'' What-t?'' I asked scared.
And that was when I saw him. He was standing their eyeing me with so much anger that it scared me. I have never seen him like this or even imagined it.
Abruptly I jumped up on my feet and he eyes my shirt- it was undone.
'Oh No!' I whispered,
Unexpectedly Jacob started walking towards him with his hands up in what looked like a criminal walking to a police officer, - and then he started to talk.
'' Charlie, I am so sor-!'' he told him sincerely.
I was frozen…
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So that was my first chapter and storey of Irrevocably in Love, hope you liked it… if not tell me and please read & review thanks :D my next chapter will be coming out soon :D – thanks
