(Hate the spacing, it sucks!)

Title: wanting

Author :endiahna

Summary: Drabblish piece? Ryan's POV basically, slash implications of R/S

A/N: I have been writing small pieces just to get me back into the flow of things since I have not written any updates for my stories really.

So sad! I think it actually helps me a bit though, gets my writing flow going.

I have not written anything on the OC before, so I though I would give it a try. It is not great, but like I said it gets the job done. I feel my creative spark coming back, whoo hoo!

Also, this doesn't necessarily follow anything. And I have taken some liberties of course!


Ryan Atwood had never had a home before, not really.

Only when he met and moved in with the Cohen family did he get a touch of something more.

At first he kind of resented them; they seemed to have such perfect lives. That was a lie of course.

His friendship with Seth grew and became a constant in his life. He could rely on Seth to be there even when he knew his relationship with Marissa was not so steady.

He wasn't accustomed to this, but that didn't mean he didn't want it.

With each passing day he wanted more, and it made him feel so selfish.

He did know his feelings had past the boundary of friendship long ago.

He might not have had much experience with love, and he might not be the smartest person but he knew what he wanted.

And he wanted more, He needed more.


a/n: yeah yeah doesn't make sense, but that is okay…criticize all you want. I just needed to get it down is all.