Author: Me, Steffy, Dragontamerno3 (whichever)

Author: Me, Steffy, Dragontamerno3 (whichever)
Title: Anniversary
Fandom: Stargate SG-1
Pairing: Sam/Janet
Challenge: 148 Reflection
Rating: PG
Word Count: 250

Warning: Spoilers for Season 7: Heroes, also it's kinda sad.

"You know, for the longest time, I hated him. It wasn't his fault, but I blamed him. I blamed myself, hell I even blamed Daniel…" Sam sighed before letting a shadow of a smile appear on her face. "No one was to blame though. You were just doing your job. You did a fantastic job."

Sam paused a moment to smell the flowers in her hands, playing with the petals, messaging the ends with her fingertips, reflecting on how life was. She closed her eyes, wishing to hear a bit of laughter or to catch that sweet fragrance that she missed so much.

"I'm not really supposed to be here. Jack and Daniel 'ordered' me to get as drunk as possible and go bowling with them later. I took them up on the offer, but I couldn't just ignore you. Not today."

Kneeling down, Sam removed the old bouquet of flowers from a small vase in the ground, replacing them with the new ones. She continued to message the tips of the flowers as she tried to find the words she was looking for. She desperately tried to figure out what it was she actually wanted to say to the woman she loved so much, her old lover. "You were my life, my world, my everything and three years ago, today, my life ended. It's been so hard to let you go. I love you so much. I ache without you. I will never forget you, Janet. I miss you."