Epsilon slowly opened his eyes, his head hurt tremendously; maybe the director did something to him again. He sat up and groaned. 'God damn…. What the hell happened…?' He asked himself. He blinked a couple times, expecting to find himself in the memory unit. He jumped and let out a surprised yell when he found himself in an unfamiliar room.

He was tucked into a queen sized bed with cozy gray blankets, on one side of the room was a desk with multiple different tools scattered around on it. There were two nightstands on each side of the bed and a dresser and closet on the other side of the room, opposite of the desk. The bed was right against the wall facing the door, he could see everything, the floor was wooden and walls a dull tan. Epsilon noticed bloodied clothes on the floor….. Were those his…?...Whose blood was it…? He also noticed now he was in pajamas, a black baggy t-shirt and blue plaid pajama pants. He didn't… remember changing…. Did someone change him while he was asleep? In fact…. he never even remembered going to sleep…..

He noticed green armor with brown accents in the corner of the room. Those weren't his… maybe it belonged to the person who owned this room… just… who was that? And where was the director? Was he even on the Mother of Invention anymore?!

There was a click of the door and someone entered the room. Epsilon looked to him. The guy was tall, at least taller than Epsilon; he had medium length, kind of messy, dusty brown hair, pale skin, and emerald green eyes. He looked… a little worried as he walked in.

"Epsilon are you okay? I heard you yell…" He says, Epsilon just stares at him, trying to figure out if he knew the guy or where he was.

"Where am I?" Epsilon asks, a bit nervously, the guy looked a bit confused.

"Umm…. Our room…." He says as if Epsilon should know this. Epsilon narrows his gaze.

"Our room? I don't even know you!" He replies, the guy blinks.

"You….don't remember me…..?" He asks with a hurt expression.

"How can I remember someone I never met?" Epsilon asks, the guy frowns.

"What's going on? Why does my head hurt? Did the director do something?" Epsilon shoots out questions, wanting answers now, he seemed a bit frantic. The guy goes over and sits on the side of the bed near him.

"Sh… Epsilon calm down…" He says, he traces his fingers lightly on the bandage that Epsilon hadn't realized until now was wrapped around his head. Epsilon winces and jerks his head away when the guy gets to the back of his head, it made the pain in his head intensify, not to mention he didn't want to be touched. The guy sighs and looks down to the blankets.

"You… really don't remember…?" He asks quietly, Epsilon shook his head, just staring at him with his holographic, cobalt tinted eyes that showed he wanted answers. The man frowned deeply and ran a hand through his hair, leaning back and seeming to think something over for a moment.

"You… hit your head Epsilon…. And… it seems you forgot…. A lot…" He chews his lip a moment before continuing.

"First of all… the director's dead, he has been for years….." He let Epsilon have a moment to process that. Epsilon made an angry face, he had wanted to be the one to kill the director after all the torture he put him and everyone else through.

"…How'd he die?" Epsilon asks through gritted teeth. The guy shrugs.

"You never told me… all I know is he's not around anymore." Epsilon sighed at that response, he was quiet a moment before replying.

"…..continue…." He says quietly, the guy makes a nod.

"Okay… Well, for who I am… I'm Jayden… I'm…. I'm your fiancé…." He mumbles the last part. Epsilon froze, as little as he was told, it was still a lot to take in… too much…. This was way too farfetched… The director dead is one thing, he had a lot of enemies, it would've happened some time… but… being gay and engaged to a human? No, that couldn't be true! This had to be a simulation or something! The director was just making up another fake reality to fuck with his mind!

"E-Epsilon…?" Jayden asked, worried, probably by his lack of response. He went to move closer but Epsilon just quickly moved away.

"You're lying… this is fake… you're not real! None of this is real! It's just another cruel simulation!" Epsilon cried.

"N-no it's not! I-It is real!" Jayden says with a frown.

"How can I trust you when I don't even know you?! I've been lied to and betrayed and-" Epsilon was cut off by Jayden.

"The Project is over, Epsilon, people aren't like that anymore, you've got to believe me!" Jayden says.

"But I don't even know if you're real!" Epsilon yells.

"I'm a living being..!" Jayden said, tears in his eyes. Epsilon looked to him and blinked; when Jayden looked away he realized he actually upset him. Epsilon felt a bit bad. He reached his hand out and touched Jayden's face. He slid his hand down his forehead, past his eye, and to his cheek. He could feel him and his warmth… he was real… this all was real. Jayden looked at him quietly; he put his hand over Epsilons.

"See… This is real…" Jayden said softly. Epsilon blushed and snatched his hand back causing Jayden to make a small sigh. Epsilon didn't want to upset him but didn't want to be touched by someone he didn't know…or that is, didn't remember.

"…..s-sorry for not believing you…." Epsilon mumbles with a small, guilty frown. He felt really bad for making Jayden upset and not trusting him when he was telling the truth.

"It's okay Eppy…. You lost your memory…. As far as you know I'm a stranger…. It's not your fault…" Jayden says softly as if he was trying to reassure Epsilon that everything was okay. He brushed some hair out of Epsilons face and tucked it behind his ears. Epsilon felt a bit uncomfortable with the touch but let him continue for now, not want to upset him more.

"But it's not okay…. you're not a stranger… You're my fiancé and I don't remember you…. I didn't even know I was gay…" Epsilon mumbles. Jayden stops and frowns.

"It's not your fault… you hit your head… a-and…. I'm sure your memory will come back soon…. You are the memory AI….. it'll all be okay…. Don't worry…" Jayden says reassuringly, obviously hoping that the memories would soon come back.

"….what if I don't remember…?" Epsilon asks quietly causing Jayden to freeze in place. He didn't say anything at all.

"…Well…?" Epsilon asks.

"…You'll have to be brought up to date with everything then…. And I guess… we'll figure out what you're like now…. Maybe you'll be the same….. but…. I'll help you figure everything out." Jayden replies after a moment, though his face seemed calm Epsilon could see the worry in his eyes.

"….Are you… still going to love me if I don't remember… and if I'm not the same?" Epsilon asks. Jayden puts a hand on Epsilon's shoulder.

"Of course I'll still love you…. You may change a bit but you'll still be Epsilon…. I just… hope you can learn to love me again…" Jayden mumbles. Epsilon's quiet a moment, just taking a moment to thin k about everything he already learned, and deciding what he wanted to do know. Ultimately it was his choice, if he wanted he could just get up and leave all this and not have to deal with trying to learn his past or… he could try to live the life he apparently had. Both ways had ups and downs, and if the director was really dead then… he could do whatever he wanted. The main question on his mind was 'Did he want to trust someone he barely knew?' Jayden could be lying, but Epsilon had already been proven wrong not trusting him before. He looked down to his hands and saw it, and engagement ring. Jayden could've just slipped it on when he wasn't paying attention…. Epsilon pushed aside those thoughts. This may not have been absolute proof everything was true, but it was something to say this was worth a try. Maybe Jayden was lying, but he had nothing to tell him what his past consisted of yet, the best thing he could do right now is trust Jayden… if it was lies maybe he'd find out later when he actually remembered… but even if he didn't remember anything, he might actually like the life Jayden tells him he had…. So… he'd be happy and it wouldn't matter if it was lies…. because it would then be the truth…

"…I'll give this a try… but I'm gunna have to get to know you and what my life was like then." Epsilon said. Jayden looked to him and made a small smile.

"Well, what do you want to know?" He asked.

"Did you make this ring?" Epsilon asked as his first question as he looked down at the engagement ring. It had a silver band with a couple cobalt gems on it. Jayden nods.

"Mhmm… You almost caught me working on it a couple times too." He says and makes a small chuckle at the memory. Epsilon thinks of another question to ask.

"How'd we meet?" He finally asks after a moment.

"Well… I followed my sister, Alice, here to the base so I could keep an eye on her… you already lived here. We met because Theta became my AI… We ended up becoming really good friends after that." Jayden tells him. Epsilon blinks, surprised to hear about his 'brother'.

"Theta's here? And he's your AI? What happened to North?" Epsilon asks curiously.

"North died in a cave accident… Theta needed someone to take care of his chip… so I decided to. And a lot of AI's and freelancers are here. The Alpha, Tex, Maine, Theta, Delta, South, York…. Wash, Sigma, and Omega were here but the left to do some… secret mission thing…. You weren't too happy about that…" Jayden says rubbing the back of his neck. Epsilon stopped listening once he heard that name…. Washington….. His hologram glitched red a moment.

"Washington was here?!" He asks angrily, his voice a bit lower than before. Jayden seemed to realize what he was dealing with right now and grabbed onto Epsilon's arms.

"Epsilon, calm down, what's wrong? Why are you angry about Wash having been here?" He asks a bit nervous.

"He's a fucking asshole that's why!" Epsilon said with venom.

"What? No… Wash was nice to you! He was like a father to you…" Jayden tells him and Epsilon shakes his head.

"No! He abandoned me! He gave me up to the director and let me get tortured more!" He replies. Jayden frowns.

"Listen… I'm sure there's more to this story…. I mean… you, him, Omega, and Sigma were close…." He starts but Epsilon cuts him off.

"Omega and Sigma help torture me!" Epsilon says angrily. Jayden sighs.

"They're different now Epsilon… They really cared about you… all of them… Wash and Sigma even had families…" He says quietly. Epsilon just looks away and crosses his arms. Jayden runs a hand through his hair.

"You can be angry at them when they're back Epsilon… but right now they're gone… it's okay, you don't have to be upset." Jayden tells him. Epsilon sighs and makes a tiny nod.

"Okay…" He mumbles.

"So… any other questions?" Jayden asks, letting the AI think about it a bit.

"Umm… How long have we been together?" Epsilon asks.

"About… Half a year… Maybe seven months." Jayden replies.

"How long has it been since the project..?" Epsilon asks, not sure how much he had forgotten.

"It's been about ten years… you've been here for four…" Epsilon blinks...ten years…. He had forgotten that much…. He frowns a bit. Jayden seems to pick up that he was upset.

"Hey… It's okay…" He says softly. Epsilon sighed and nodded, he hated the fact that Jayden knew so much about him than he, himself, did. Epsilon decides to ask more questions, to try and at least learn parts of what he missed out on.

"So… What were our plans after getting married? Did you want kids or anything?" Epsilon asks. Jayden seems to stiffen and looks over to him.

"Oh my gosh… you forgot that too…" He mumbles. Epsilon tilts his head.

"…what are you talking about…?" He asks. Jayden runs a hand through his hair.

"I-I'm sorry Epsilon… I… thought you remembered or… realized it…." Jayden mumbles, getting Epsilon even more confused. Jayden looks up to him, chewing his lip. He grabbed the blanket that covered Epsilon up to his chest and pulled it down.

"H-Hey what are you doing?" Epsilon asks nervously.

"Epsilon… don't freak out… I need to show you something…" He mumbles and grabs the bottom of Epsilons shirt. Epsilon looked to him, a tiny bit nervous but just waited to see what he did and had to show him.

"When… Wash was still around… We got you reprogrammed… because…. You and I… wanted kids…." He says quietly. Epsilons eyes widen, not sure if he just heard that right… He was reprogrammed?! If it couldn't get any worse Jayden lifted up Epsilons baggy black t-shirt a little to reveal a small bump on his stomach.

"T-that's not…w-what I-I think it i-is….i-is it…?" Epsilon asks weakly. Jayden continues to chew his lip and makes a small nod. Epsilons quiet a moment, too many things going through his mind, he could barely focus on anything.

"…I-I'm…" Epsilon trails off.

"…carrying our child….yes…." Jayden mumbles rubbing the back of his neck, not looking to Epsilon.

"….h-how long…?" The shaking AI asked.

"…about a month…" Jayden replies. Epsilon takes in a deep breath. As far as he knew he never wanted a kid… and now he finds out he's pregnant with one?! What the hell was he thinking before?!

"E-Epsilon… we… both really wanted this before…. I-I know this may be a lot to ask…. You probably don't want to do this but please…. Don't decide on something yet….p-please just think about it…." Jayden says, obviously worried about Epsilon not wanting to do this at all. Epsilon chews his lip but makes a tiny nod.

"….o-okay…." He mumbles. Jayden relaxes.

"Thank you Epsilon…" He says softly.

"…so… if I was reprogrammed to have kids…. That doesn't make me a girl does it?!" Epsilon asks. Jayden can't help but laugh at that.

"No, you're not a girl… The only thing it changed about you was the ability to have kids." Jayden tells him. Epsilon relaxes and nods.

"Alright… and… do other people know?" He asks. Jayden quietly shakes his head.

"Some people knew you got reprogrammed to be able to… but no one knew you actually got pregnant…" He rubs the back of his neck. Epsilons quiet for a bit now just thinking of everything he just learned.

"I… think I'm gunna take a nap…" He mumbles.

"Alright…. C-can I… lay with you?" Jayden asks. Epsilon blushes, he doesn't really know how to reply to that. He wasn't too comfortable with it but at the same time he said he'd try this whole relationship so… he might have to try to do what he used to. Jayden seemed to pick up on this and sighed.

"…never mind… I can tell you don't want to…" He gets up. Epsilon frowns, feeling a bit guilty he upset him.

"Don't feel bad Eppy… I understand… Just get some rest." Jayden says as he went to the door. He looked back to Epsilon for a moment before leaving the room. Epsilon made a small sigh of relief; Jayden wouldn't make him do anything he wasn't comfortable with.

Jayden left the room with a sigh, Epsilon wasn't the same and both of them knew it. He just hoped that the memories would come back so things could return to normal…. Or at least that he could manage to get Epsilon to love him again. He ran a hand through his hair; he never even knew how he got Epsilon to like him in the first place… Fuck… this was going to be a problem.

A.N.

First off, this is all based off of the Facebook Red vs. Blue Role Play: redvsblueroleplaygroup

Jayden and Alice aren't my OCs both belong to AgentCaboose:

Lastly, if you want to know what Jayden and Epsilon look like here's a picture: art/Cuddle-423354278