A.N This idea was brought to me by A~Liars~Choice and was developed by her. I only wrote the story. So credit goes out to Tayla. The song that got me into the character was Mott the Hoople - All the young dudes. Don't ask

Edward POV

November 7th 1999

Tonights the big day, the big dance, tonight is going to change my life. For tonight I am going to do something that could quite possibly change my life. I am going to ask Tanya out. She is the girl that I have been in love with for the last 5 years. Ever since her family moved down the street from mine and our parents became friends.

It's the junior dance tonight and I have decided that enough is enough. I'm going to ask her out and fingers crossed she will say yes. Though looking down at the outfit my mom picked I'm not so sure about that. She has me dressed in the usual black dress pants and a white shirt and bow. Mom says that I look very smart but I feel like I am a tad overdressed.

My Dad is shouting at me to hurry up and get down to the car. I suppose I should really hurry, don't want to be late and miss Tanya. I grab the corsage from the top of the drawers and run out the door. My dad is waiting for me in the car.

" You OK Edward? You look a bit flustered"

"Yeah Dad I'm fine. Just excited to get there"

15 minutes later

I'm sitting on the bench watching everyone dance and I can't see Tanya anywhere. Maybe she isn't coming tonight. Although I heard her say to Tracey Anderson that she wasn't missing this for the world. She needs to be here, I can't keep sitting here like a dork.

There she is. I gasp out loud, she is beautiful. Her long strawberry blonde hair frames her face and she is wearing a white sundress. I love her so much. She is so beautiful and perfect.

Oh my god Tanya Denali just looked at me and waved. What do I do? Do I wave back? I mean I can't ignore her, she is the most popular girl in school and it would make me look rude. I need to show her I am a nice guy.

I wave back before I notice that the person she is aiming her smile at isn't me. No it's Trey Holden, school jock and bully. This guy is a total dick. I mean he beats up first graders for fun and thinks it's funny. He is a total tool and clearly not good enough for her.

I lower my hand slowly and lean back, this is gonna be a long night.

I turn and start a conversation with Rachel Dillon who sits next to me in Maths class. She is a nice girl, and would be pretty if it wasn't for the bad case of acne and braces. We start talking about class and teachers before I notice that Trey isn't with Tanya any more and neither are her friends. I excuse myself from Rachel and walk over to her. Corsage in my hand, I tap her back and clear my throat.

She turns round to me with her arms crossed and a slight frown on her face.

"Hi Tanya" I say just a little too high pitched. I cough lightly and try again in a deeper voice.

"I mean, Hi Tanya" Ok now I sound like I have a sore throat or something

"Hi......erm............" She looks at a loss. She doesn't know my name.

"Edward" I supply it to her

"Right right. Hi Earl" she moves to turn back round to the drinks table

"Edward. Er look I was wondering if I could maybe, if it's not too much of an inconveniance to you, have a dance with you later. I mean I understand if you say no, you are busy and have your friends here with you. I just wondered" I trailed off lamely. Great now she not only thinks I'm a guy with a throat infection but also a mumbling idiot.

"Oh right well erm yea I guess I could Eric. It would need to be later though. I need to do some.......stuff with my friends for a bit"

Has hell just frozen over? Tanya Delani just agreed to dance with me later. Life could not get any better.

" Yeah that's fine. Oh gosh thanks Tanya. Guess I will catch you later then. Tell you what I'll erm, I'll wait by the benches and you can come and get me when you are ready. Ok"

I almost sprint back to the benches to wait for her.

30 minutes later

I can't seem to find Tanya anywhere. I have been waiting here for the last half hour and she hasn't come to get me yet. Where could she be?

I know I promised to wait for her but I should probably go and check that she is Ok and hasn't been hurt. I head towards the fire exit door at the back of the hall and push open the door. I can see a group of people standing at the corner of the building smoking. I walk towards them a bit and notice that the person with their back to me is Tanya.

"I mean what a loser, right? He came up to me and asked if he could have a dance" Tanya laughed

"Did you see his outfit?" This came from one of her friends

"Oh god don't get me started. Where does he think he is? Church." Yet another one of her friends

"I know, right? I mean I told him that I would come and get him for his dance later. I wonder how long that idiot will sit there before he realises that no one wants to dance with him. I mean he is such a loser. He's a geek. I heard he is part of mathletes, why would I want to dance with someone like him?" Tanya kept giggling whilst she talked.

All of a sudden her laugh didn't sound quite as musical as it had earlier. It sounded more like a cat screeching. I knew who they were talking about. I was the only guy here dressed up and I knew that no one else had approached her for a dance yet. It was me they were laughing about.

"Tanya?" I couldn't hep but say her name

"What are you doing? Why are you saying these things about me? " I questioned

"Well Earl, come on, I mean look at you" she laughed loudly

"Oh I get it. So just because I'm not a great looking guy, I don't get a look in with you. You know you really aren't anything special either Tanya. I can't believe that I ever thought you were beautiful. I guess looks really are only skin deep"

It annoyed me. Just because I wasn't the typical handsome teenage boy didn't mean that I wasn't a nice guy or that I couldn't be good for some girl.

I turned away and began my walk back indoors but not before I see Trey and his cronies standing in front of me with amused smirks on their faces.

"Oh Cullen. You didn't think that you actually stood a chance with her did you?" Trey asked in a baby voice

The group snickered and I heard giggling from behind. I looked over my shoulder to see Tanya and co struggling to hold in their laughter

"He did" Jamie Ports snorted

"That's so sweet cute Edwin, but why would I want you when I have Trey?" Tanya asked from behind.

I couldn't think of anything to say so instead I just walked by them. I could feel angry tears brimming and wanted to get away from the crowd before they fell.

I need to call my dad and get him to pick me up. Now. I can't call him though, he'll know something is up and will just question me. I'll just walk and clear my head. Who know maybe I'll go to bed, wake up tomorrow and this will all be a bad dream.

2 weeks later

The dance hadn't been a dream and since that night things had only gotten worse. Tanya and Trey had started to make fun of me more openly, they would trip me in the hallways and make crude jokes about my family and I.

I chose to ignore it which only seemed to aggrivate them and urge them to get worse in their attempts to humiliate me. I would just wait them out. It couldn't get much worse and pretty soon they would get bored of me not responding and move onto someone else.

I was walking home today from school and could hear the taunts that they were crying out,

"Cullen, Would you go to the dance with me"

"I love you so much Eddie, I want to be your girlfriend"

"Do you think he goes for boys Tan? Maybe I could get a look in"

It was infuriating. Why couldn't they leave me alone?

All of a sudden someones foot swept under my foot and sent me flying forward. I fell on my knees and looked behind me to see Trey standing with a smile on his face.

"Come on Cullen, I asked a question. Do you think I stand a chance"

I tried to get up on my feet when I felt his leg push me back down. All of a sudden two sets of arms grab my shoulders and force me down. Tanya stood in front of me and reached for my belt buckle. She undid it and unzipped my jeans. I couldn't move my arms for they were being held behind my back. She pulled my jeans down and slipped them off of my legs. Folding them she handed them to Trey who held it under his arms. She then inched her fingers under my shirt before taking a pocket knife out her bag. She giggled before ripping my shirt open and again handing the shreds to Trey.

Stepping back Tanya smirked at Trey and motioned with her head for him to move towards me. He chuckled and knelt down beside me.

"You see Cullen, I've begun to have some strange feelings for you and think that I know a way to solve it."

Trey reached his hands down to his fly and began to fondle with it.

"What do you say Cullen, You help me out with that pretty little mouth and I'll stop what I've been doing. What do you say?"

I couldn't think what to do so I nodded mutley. This couldn't be happening. Not to me, I was a good guy. I never hurt anyone. I couldn't see anyway out of this so I done all I could and prepared myself for the worst and closed my eyes and opened my mouth. Laughter tinkled all around me.

"HaHa Cullens a gay boy" Jamie laughed.

"Gee thanks Cullen, but I've decided I really don't need your help any more" Trey snickered.

I realised with a start that Trey had set this up to give him and his buddies more amunition. He wanted to humiliate me in the worst way possible and he succeded.

The two pairs of arms that held me let me go suddenly and pushed me to the ground. Trey looked at me with his head held to the side before his leg kicked out and met my side. I groaned in pain and shut my eyes. Gasping for breath I heard them laugh and heard the footsteps begin to fade away.

I raised myself to my feet and began to walk home. I had no clothes apart from my boxers and no shoes on my feet. They took it all along with my dignity. I made a vow in that moment that I was never going to let myself get in this situation again. I would never again let someone have this control over me.

Present Day

I had never really given much thought to my tortured childhood. After the fake rape I had told my parents that I wanted to be home schooled or sent to boarding school. They sent me knowing that it would make me happier. I had made some friends there but never felt the need to be close to the. I grew into my looks and noticed that I was a better looking man than I had been a boy.

I had no idea what made me end up here but I knew that this was not something that you would expect from me. I suppose it was something to do with the fact that I was getting paid for it and since it was 2 weeks until pay day I was going to do whatever it took to get the money I needed.

"Mr Edward Cullen, to room 2 please" the speaker announced

I stood up and walked the long hallway to the examination room. The nurse inside smiled at me and handed me a vial.

"There are magazines in the corner if you need them. Just put the lid on once you are done and hand the donation in at the front desk."

The nurse took the clipboard out of my hands and left the room closing the door.

How on earth did I get here. How on earth did I decide to donate Sperm?

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