Chapter 1: Was This Really Happening?!

It was like I was in heaven. This was actually happening.

"Well I guess we're doing this then." Dan said.

Dan grabbed my face and pulled it closer to his. He looked down at my lips, then deep into my eyes. I could feel his breath on my face as he closed his eyes and pressed his lips against mine, kissing me. He ran his fingers up my face and into my hair.

He wasn't pulling away!

I grabbed his body and pulled it closer to mine. I pulled him closer and closer to me. So close he had no other way than on my lap. His legs wrapped around my back, and his hands still in my hair.

I thought this was just a dare, I thought Dan wasn't gay. This I began to question.

Suddenly I felt something enter my mouth. He was giving me tongue! Wow, maybe he really was gay.

He shoved his tongue all the way in my mouth. I have never done tongue before, I didn't know how to do this sort of thing. I didn't know what to do but I shoved my tongue in his mouth, as he was doing to me. I guess I was doing ok because he didn't pull away.

I tried doing what he did to me, so I grabbed his head and pushed my tongue all the way in his mouth. He let out a small moan and opened his mouth a bit wider to get air without pulling away. He quickly came back to me and moaned a bit again.

I guess you could say we were sucking face now.

At this point I knew Dan was gay, it was pretty obvious now. We kissed and I could tell this wasn't just because a fan dared us to for our truth or dare video.

At what seemed too soon, it ended. We broke away making that loud kiss noise, leaving a small spit string connecting our lips. After a few short seconds, it broke and fell on his trousers.

He stayed on my lap with his hands still in my hair, and my arms still wrapped around his body. I looked him in the eyes and said, stuttering at first, " I-I love you, Dan."

He laid his head on my shoulder and wrapped his arms around me. " I love you too." He said with that adorable smile of his on his face. With him still on my lap, I turn my body to lean up against the sofa, for we were on the floor. He was so cute, all in twined with me on my lap. He adjusted his head, snuggling it to fit comfortably between my neck and shoulder.

His hair was tickling my neck so I take my hand and pet his hair, moving it away from my neck. I keep my hand on his head and lay my head on his.

This was amazing. My heart was beating so hard and so fast, it was like it was jumping out of my chest and slapping us in the face. I was afraid he would hear it, but didn't really care.

I have never told Dan I was gay and he never told me if he was. I wanted to but the fear of rejection filled my mind. I was afraid he would get wierded out and want to move out.

Ever since day one, I knew Dan was someone special. He made me feel good about my self, he made my heart do that flippy over thing. Home is where the heart is, and my heart was with him.