da da daaaaaaaa! here it is ladies and gents the sequel to Summer Love ;O summer vacation is here and so is a whole Sh*t load of chapters ;D This first chapter is a little short guys sorry to say but i've been working on Poisonous and Decay as well but anyways

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"Alyssa…" Natsuki whispered. A sly smile spread across Alyssa's face at the sound of her name.

"Welcome home."

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Have you ever felt so panicked that you couldn't breathe? That you felt like you are literally falling apart yet somehow you're still standing on two legs? Like your chest tenses up and your blood runs cold and all you can hear in the room is the ticking of a clock that actually doesn't even exist? Yes? Well that's exactly how Natsuki was feeling yet she was surprised to find that she could actually speak, she had only uttered the woman's name quietly but she still heard it and so did Shizuru.

"What…what are you doing here?"

"What am I doing here? I've come to visit you babe. Why else would I be here?" Shizuru glared at the woman's "babe" comment but Natsuki didn't seem fazed, or maybe she did. It was hard to tell when Natsuki was all tense like that. Shizuru found that odd, Natsuki wasn't one to be tensed or intimidated so who was this woman who seemed to turn her Natsuki into a puddle of mush and fear?

"How did you get in here…?"

"Oh, I just let myself in, I hope you don't mind." Alyssa stood up and with a smile, closed the distance between her and Natsuki with a hug. "My key was still under the door mat so I came in." Natsuki wasn't sure what to do. Alyssa was hugging her and Shizuru was glaring daggers at her while looking at Natsuki confusingly. Maybe even some hurt in those red orbs so Natsuki just stood there while Alyssa hugged her.

"I really missed you my Suki-baby." Alyssa pulled away slightly her face awfully close to Natsuki's. Shizuru was fuming and cleared her throat loudly while she murderously glared at Alyssa.

"It seems we haven't met before." Shizuru spoke sweetly, venom laced in her honey voice. Alyssa pulled away from Natsuki and gave Shizuru a once over, sizing her up.

"It seems we haven't." Alyssa glared right back at Shizuru. "I'm Alyssa Sears." A sly smirk played across Alyssa's red lips. "Natsuki's girlfriend. It's a pleasure to meet you." Alyssa waited for the other girl's reaction but it never came. Unlike Alyssa, Natsuki could see the light panic in her girlfriend's features.

"I'm Shizuru Fujino, I AM Natsuki's GIRLFRIEND, it's a pleasure I'm sure." Shizuru smiled an evil sweet smile that sent shivers down Alyssa's spine. Natsuki, finally able to get over her stupor cleared her throat and frowned at Alyssa.

"What do you want exactly Alyssa? I'm trying to enjoy an evening with my girlfriend." Natsuki watched Alyssa roll her eyes and play aimlessly with her blonde locks.

"I just wanted to see you, I missed you." She said softly, her electric blue eyes staring into sad emeralds.

"You've saw me, now just…just go." Natsuki looked down at her feet, her hair covering her face. Alyssa gave a huff before leaving silently. She was about to shut the door but stopped and looked over at Natsuki.

"I'll be in town for a while, look me up if you want. I'll see you around Suki-baby." and with that she shut the door. Letting out a breath she didn't realize she was holding Natsuki let it out a sunk to the floor.

"Natsuki!" Shizuru kneeled down to her love and wrapped her arms around her. "Natsuki, tell me what's wrong."

"I…" sighing, Natsuki tried again. "I just want to go take a nap." Tired, Natsuki stood up from Shizuru's arms and made her way to the stairs. She only climbed one before looking back at a sad Shizuru who was lost in her own world to notice Natsuki's stare. Natsuki could see the confusing and hurt in Shizuru's eyes. She knew that Shizuru was afraid of what might happen. "Shizuru…" Slowly Shizuru looked up at Natsuki standing on the stairs. "Come lay down with me."

"Hai." Slowly the two climbed the stairs and made there way through the dark hall that squeaked softly under their footsteps. When they made it to Natsuki's room, they saw multiple small gifts. One was a new stuffed wolf and the others a box of candy and a can of Natsuki's favorite coffee. Angrily, Natsuki stepped on the box of candy and threw it into the trash, dumped the coffee out the window and with some grunts ripped apart the stuffed wolf and shoved it into the trash can.

"Damn…damn bitch."

"Nats-"

"Don't…I, I don't want to talk about it right now." Natsuki sighed and looked at the ruined wolf sadly. "Can we just sleep now…?"

"Ok…" Slowly Natsuki stripped her shoes off and leather jacket and then her shirt and jeans leaving her in her tank top and blue boy shorts. Shizuru did the same but put on a large t-shirt of Natsuki's that hid her panties. They climbed into the bed and pulled the covers over each other. Natsuki wrapped her arms around the slightly taller girl's waist and buried her head in Shizuru's breast. "Ne, Natsuki…"

"Hm?" Natsuki hummed softly to let Shizuru know she was listening.

"Natsuki look at me." Slowly Natsuki's face revealed itself from Shizuru's cleavage. Natsuki eyes were puffy and red from holding in her tears and her face seemed paler then usual. Shizuru's delicate fingers brushed away Natsuki's messy hair out of her face. "Natsuki, it's ok."

Closing her eyes Natsuki listened to Shizuru sweet honey voice before speaking. "I wish it was." Frowning, Shizuru cupped Natsuki's soft cheek and brushed the delicate skin gently with the pad of her thumb.

"Natsuki…"

"I'll tell you soon Shizuru…Just not today please…" The raven haired beauty never got a worded reply. Instead, she could feel Shizuru's lips gently claimed hers. The kiss was soft and slow and full of as much love as Shizuru could put into it and Natsuki was thankful for that. Silent tears slowly flowed down Natsuki's cheeks and made the kiss bitterly sweet. After a few more moments of kissing Shizuru pulled away and kissed the tears out of the beautifully sad emeralds.

"Ok, I won't make Natsuki tell me." Natsuki nodded and sniffed. "Ne, Natsuki." Slowly Natsuki looked up at the crimson orbs that looked down lovingly at her. "I love you."

"I love you too." Natsuki couldn't help but blush slightly. Shizuru tightly wrapped her arms around her and held Natsuki close and they both gently drifted off to sleep, each one having something important in the minds.


Thats right i made Natsuki cry...dont hit me! anyways hope you liked the first chapter! Semester love is going to have a lot of aangst and such so be prepared ;O please comment and give me your opinions it really helps me out! also big thanks to my Beta Zen shes the best and as always ~Ciao~