A lot of people say I'm over protective, over Rui, saying I have a tendency to yell "Don't touch Rui!". I guess I can be a little protecting over my sister, but it's not like why Len gets defensive over Rin. I mean I love my sister, but not like Len loves his sister. I love Dell, Dell Honne.

A few people, no, a lot of people say I'm crazy, and I guess I am about Dell, but I'm not sure that's what they mean. Dell is the love of my life, and no I'm not being dramatic, I really, really like him. Maybe I am insane for liking a boy, a person of the same gender, yet we're all just software right? That's how I see it anyway, not the other vocaloids though. They think I'm crazy to be so obsessed with one person, so deeply obsessed with a man no less. But what do they expect? I'm a shadowloid, and I'm determined to be Honne's shadow.

I wish we could really be together forever, but not just together, I want to have a family with Dell, yet since we're both men I don't see that working out unless vocaloid turned me into a girl, I'd be ok with that for a little while if that meant me and Dell could have a family.

Now, all I have to do is talk to him.