PREFACE

Before today I had never considered my life "bad". Sometimes it was a little difficult, but I had a loving mother and father, a pretty home, and I experienced love. Looking back I was honestly happy.

All of that changed the day he left me though. My love, my protection, my heart, my soul….he just walked away from me. I knew I wasn't perfect, that I wasn't pretty, but I had fooled myself into believing he could love me and be with me. Obviously I was delusional. Someone so perfect could never love someone so normal.

There are days I look back and wish I had never met Edw…him, because I know falling in love with him had literally turned my life into a living hell. The sad thing is, even now knowing what would happen, if I were to be given a second chance to redo things I know I wouldn't change a thing. Love-even unreturned love-is worth the heartbreak I'm living.