SEQUEL TO THIS IS OUR STORY
Summary: Kurt writes a journal while he goes through his first three months of the change. Flashbacks of Kurt through Blaine's eyes since he entered the sanctuary are a drawlback from being changed by the panther.
Pairings: Klaine and Kurtbastian (Slight churt and kadam in journal scenes.)
CHAPTER 1
Dear Journal,
I know that I wanted to be a were but… it's been a month and I hate it. I went through my first full moon and… it hurts. It hurts a lot to shift, to be forced like that. And can we comment on how it was BLAINE who did it? I learned he'd been around, having been kidnapped and snuck away. It's strange how I sit here day by day, Sebastian counseling me… I have impressed the few panthers in the sanctuary though.
I'm learning fast, I picked up all my new senses, and even the slight telepathy was easy to conquer. You can't tell what people are thinking but… you can sense when they're in danger. It's nice to have that comfort but a bit eerie as well. Not much has happened since, other than Blaine basically hovering over me in a frenzy. Oh! I should mention as it's stated in my journal writing rulebook that I am a white panther with black spots, I have full memory control and I am one of the 10 percent of weres who can't talk in form. They said it may come to me eventually but it's a rare case.
If you're wondering how this happened journal, it's pretty stupid. I got attacked by a bear. A fucking bear, which had already attacked a few wolves hence the reason I was in the street in the first place. The only reason I'm a were now is I was saved by the only person around. Blaine Anderson. My one and only asshole. I say he's the only one I have but I think Seb qualifies for that as well. Either way. Ta da! Here I am. Pantherfied.
Chandler is excited about college. I'm not ready to let him go. It took so long to let him in. He's starting this summer. So I get him for a few more months. Not many. But… I don't want him to leave and forget me or find someone new. I know that's selfish and that he loves me… But I think I could love him. Out of all these men I've collected… I did find the four, or is it five? Chandler. Adam. Sebastian. Hunter. (And kind of Blaine although I am SO not going down that path again). So four and a half. Yeah. Out of all these men, I've found the ones that make me… me.
Also… They are fan-fucking-tastic in bed.
That's all for today, Journal.
Bye. —Kurt
[Flashback - Blaine's POV]
He was gorgeous. I could smell him from the moment he walked through the sanctuary gates. He looked like an angel, a beautiful and miraculous angel. He was walking with that idiot wolf. I mean it when I say idiot, last full moon he literally chased his tail for an hour. We're in the same maths class and all he does is draw in his notebook. How does he ever expect to get anywhere in life?
Everyone says we're only keeping him to save him from his dad. I don't care why he's hiding here, as long as he stays. As long as he stays forever with us.
