-All the characters in this story of course belong to the great Stephine Meyer, not me.

Story:

Edward/Bella

Romance

EPOV

It has been 15 years since I left my mate and the love of my life in the forest floor of Forks Washington. Never did I think that by leaving her I was actually hurting her. The day I left, was the day I felt like I was re-dying all over again. To then add to the pain and sorrow in my dead unbeaten heart, I found out that she died that same week. My family and I didn't't go to her funeral or see her grave, they and I both knew that I wouldn't be able to handle it if I did go. But when I heard about the news I cried and wept tearless sobs of sorrow and grief. I screamed and tore my room apart. It wasn't't supposed to happen like that! She was supposed to live her human life to the fullest! She was to be happy and die when she was old and gray! Not so young, not my beautiful mate. I locked myself in my room and never left it. Even when I had to hunt I went alone, I never went with any member from my family. I couldn't't be able to look at anything without thinking about her. When I closed my eye lids for even a second I would see her angel like face over and over again, it was the sweetest nightmare any man or in my case any vampire man to witness. I was always reminded of my once beautiful Isabella. I now regret what I did to her. I wish and pray every single moment of my eternal life that she would someday forgive a soulless, heartless creature like me, because I could never forgive myself for doing what I did to her.

To see her beautiful face, eyes, hair and body again. To kiss her lips and tell her that I still love her, that I never stopped that I wasn`t strong enough to ever leave her again because it has already killed me again to not be without her now. I just pray now that if I should die, if God could grant a heartless cruel creature like me to see my beautiful angel again. To hold her one more time and be able to see her once more before I went to the pits of hell would be a gift that I would treasure for all of eternity.

But as of right now I couldn`t find it in my mind to care if I lived or died. We, my family and I are in Italy with the Volturi. They took us, more like captured us from our own home. For a reason I do not know of. And for a reason that I do not care to know. But I couldn't't find it in my dead heart to care, but when I looked back at my family I saw all the women wrapped up protectively with their mates. I flinched, and my dead heart was full of pain and sorrow again. Usually I was numb but when I looked at them I felt it, I felt that pain that not even Jane`s power could cause. A broken heart, which will never mend not until I saw her again not until I was able to apologies to her and serve at her feet as a servant to her. I couldn't't help but wonder if I was to die today or not, all I really lived for was until the day that I get to be with my love again. To feel her in my arms again. To make things right, to tell her that I still loved her throughout these miserable 15 years.

I felt guilty for my family to be here though. I didn`t want them to get hurt. I didn`t want them to lose their mates like I did. They knew what it did to me, I didn`t want them to go through that same pain that I felt. They didn`t deserve it, I would gladly tell the Volturi to leave them be and to let them just kill me. I`m sure they`ll agree to my choice of reasoning. It would at least give me some peace if i knew that I gave my life for them so that they could be free and happy.

'Edward no, we wont leave you. We are a family and we stick together. No matter what.' Alice thought. Oh how I disagreed with my lovable little sister. I couldn`t even begin to understand how they thought that I was still apart of them. I shut them out completely when I left my mate. I knew it was my choice to leave her, but it didn`t mean that I would like it. I never talked to them, never looked at any of them without flinching and I couldn`t even be in the same room as them because I thought they hated me for what I did those oh so many years ago.

*BANG!*

"Hola ladies and gentleman, nice to see you all again." Wait a minute; I know that hair, that voice, those eyes that I once fell in love with.

"Bella?" I was in complete shock but also in complete awe for what she just did and how beautiful she still looks. She truly was my angel. She never changed. But what how huh? Is that even possible? But when she looked at me again, her eyes they weren`t filled of hate like I thought they would be. They were filled with another type of emotion. One I could not understand, I saw love and protection in her big beautiful pool like brown eyes. But why? She didn`t even look afraid about the fact that she was standing in a room full of strong monster like vampires. She didn`t even look afraid to be here, she looked more like she had the power to kill every single one of us. By why? I thought Bella was a human. Or maybe I was wrong all this time.

"Hello Edward."

-ok this isn`t finished there is going to be another chapter, but i need reviews in order to write more!