Disclaimer: I do not own Pilot Candidate, only this poem
JSB: When I meant enemy, I meant as in the main character's uh… hereare examples: Hiead and Zero, Sasuke and Naruto, Chibi and Yugata, Seto and Yami. Understand?
Warning: Yaoi
Pairing:HieadxZero, HieadZero, ZeroxHiead, ZeroHiead, Hiead/Zero, Zero/Hiead
Note: Thiscan be either Zero's or Hiead's POV, depends on which you want.
Enjoy!
July 11, 2005, 3:27 AM – 5:00 AM
My Enemy
"How could I love you?
When I yet hate you?
You are nothing but my enemy.
We fought and injured each other
For our only yearning to harm our aching souls
And our agonizing hearts.
We screamed and threw abhorrent words and curses
At none other than each other
And at our own tribulation selves.
Looking at you makes me erupt with bitterness, anger, fear, panic, and yet passion.
When I look into your eyes, weather blue or red.
Through yellow, green, or brown.
Even purple or orange.
I'll find what I've been longing for.
That's what I always had thought.
When I looked, I realized.
You are my sorrow
And yet I feel bliss
You are my hell
And yet I feel heaven
You are my detest
And yet I feel desire
You are my opposite
And yet I feel bonded
You are whom I love.
'Love'
Such a foreign word to my tongue.
What is this 'love'?
Can I move on without it?
Enough to neglect that you are my enemy?
If you were in 'love'
Then how would it feel?
Does it sear through your heart?
Leaving you in unforgettable pain?
Or will it make you comfortable and feel actually in your life, wanted?
I really don't care about this 'love'
But it still yet bothers me.
It's because I'm in love with one
That is my other side.
Weather my light or dark
You are still my opposite
Tis it is like adoring your shadow.
You are light and it is dark.
But you would not want to 'love'
Your life sworn enemy.
But yet it was a vast force of energy
I couldn't repent the emotion that swept over me
You made me pull closer to you
It was unmanageable
Self-control was leaving me like a single innocent breath
And I found myself in your arms
Is this what they called 'love'?
I then identified that I cannot leave this grasp
It had attracted me
It had me in its region
This 'love' for my enemy
Is powerful
And power was what I was searching hungrily for all these years
And I found it in the one I hurt
The one who hurts me back
The one I 'love'
But I do not know if you do 'love' me back
When you or I say those words to each other,
"I think I may love you."
We would melt into a warm embrace
Given by you or maybe even me.
This 'love' is odd
This sentiment
Its
Very
Wrong
Yet
So
Right
I'm in the arms of my enemy
Or the enemy is in my arms
This 'love'
Is becoming
A customary
Word to my tongue
And a emotion to my heart
And this is toward
My one and only enemy
If you are my enemy
Then why are we sharing this affection?
It confuses me and possibly you
That if we enemies can love each other
Then how strong
Can love be?
It was a foreign feeling
Next, an anomalous sensation
Then, a astonish magnetic pull
Finally, it became an amazing familiar warmth
Love was like a booming determine emotion to bring to together
Yet it soothes with a soft touch
It's like watching silent fireworks
And I know who sent this sentiment.
God did
He began with it
And perhaps may never let this feeling go for all of his children
Is that how strong love is?
Is love a powerful energy that leaks out to all
Even to your enemy?
I do not know
How strong is this love
But all I understand
Is that without you
My world would shatter
That is how strong love is
And this is towards my enemy
Once you start to love
Possibly you won't stop
And when that happens
Love decides your fate
It can take away your hope
Your dreams
Your existence
Love determines your life
To the beginning and to the end
Love is to simply love
Weather they are just a person
Or your enemy
And weather you like it
Or not."
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