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Author's Notes: I don't own iCarly. This is short because I made this at midnight. I'll probably add more later. If I can think of any more.
Prologue: That one Kiss on the Nose
It was 11:30 PM but Carly couldn't get to sleep. She thought back to that one nose kiss she had given Freddie. Even though she had said it was just a nose kiss, she thought of it more than that. She thought of that one time, when Freddie had fixed Jake's voice with the technology.
"Give me that nose!" she had said, then grabbed Freddie's nose and kissed it. Then, later, Jake and Stephanie had gotten back together and Jake had said, "Come on I saw you kiss his nose."
"Yeah, but we're not dating," she had said. What she hadn't known yet though was that she actually wanted him to be right, she actually wanted to date Freddie.
Then the bell had rang and Jake had said, "I'll see you later."
Carly had then complained, "but it was just a nose kiss. Aww come on."
Though she really no longer felt the complaining at all. She just felt it like it was completely useless. Like it no longer meant anything. Why did she say she liked Jake to herself before? Why hadn't she just admitted to herself that it wasn't Jake but instead Freddie that she liked? Carly didn't know, but she hoped to find an answer to all these questions ringing in her ears soon.
Her conscience kept speaking to her, making her stay awake. It kept speaking, "You must tell him the truth." She couldn't though, she wasn't ready. Maybe Freddie was, but Carly wasn't. This would be what Freddie wanted, this would be the truth he wanted to hear. He loved her and that was clear, but her love for him was well hidden.
The memory kept going back and forth in her head, not seeming to want to stop. There was something from this memory that was speaking to her, but she couldn't figure it out.
All night long that one memory kept stopping her normal dreams. It kept making her heart beat quickly, brining the smell of Freddie's shirt to her nose. As well as the smells of his favorite foods.
Pictures of her and him kept zooming through her mind. She kept telling herself that she couldn't love him. It was not possible. However, her mind kept saying that that was not true; that it was true love they shared. He loved her and was not afraid to show it, and she loved him but she just kept hiding it.
She remembered all the times she had said, "no, Freddie and I are just buds." However, it secretly had took all she got to hold in the things she wanted to say, "I do love your son Mrs. Benson, and I do want to go out with him." Carly really did want to, but she just couldn't admit it to herself and everybody else.
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