A/N: Hey guys! This story is an AU of MCU. It's a what if Loki fell to Earth before the events of Thor. Here in the story, I would include an original character (well, it's not actually an original character since the goddess that would be appearing is someone everyone probably knows). Anyways, I leave you guys to it in reading. And R & R is much appreciated.

Disclaimer: I do not own Loki or any other character you guys recognized. I own only my OC(s).


He was alone…

…lonely then, lonelier now…

This was what his new life was going to be.

Breathing out a sigh, Loki sat on the rooftop, watching the birds as they flew through the sky, and the clouds walk pass in bliss. There was a pain in his chest as he stared. He wondered what it would be like to free as bird or to be a cloud. They continued on without a fuss: no fear, no regrets.

There was no hope for him now…

…So, why was he still here?

It's been years since he came into Midgard. He sought refuge amongst the presence of mere mortals. This was not what he expected when he fell into the void. Some part in his mind was regretting the fact he didn't stick a knife on his chest, ending his life quicker. Alas, he chose to fall off the Rainbow Bridge. With this fall, he thought he'd disappear, never to come back to the place he used to call home.

Well, he did get his wish.

All this time he spent on Midgard, Heimdall did not seem to have been aware of his presence on this mortal realm. Was he shielded from his sight?

Loki didn't know.

What Loki did know was that he wasn't supposed to live. He was an abomination. He was the son of a monster that should never have lived. The memory of finding out the truth was too painful to remember. It was a haze in his mind. Unclear, it should remain. Yet questions roamed his mind. Why didn't Odin have mercy and kill him when he was a babe? Was he just a trophy, a reminder of Odin's triumph over Laufey, his true father?

His heart ached at the thought of it. Was his whole life a lie? Did Thor know?

His mind scoffed. Of course that oaf didn't know. You could throw a twenty-five feet bilge snipe at him and he wouldn't notice.

More importantly…did Mother know?

She was the only one that Loki truly cared about, the only one that treated him with any ounce of love. If Odin and Thor ever shown it to him, then they a horrible way of doing so. Reason told him she knew, but why did she treat him so? Why did she treat a monster with such kindness and love? Why teach him magic when she knew he could have done it for the wrong things?

A traitorous tear leaked out his eye, but he did not make a move to wipe it away. A number of emotions surged though him, but at the end, he felt numb. He was unable to feel anything, but the searing cold.

What kind of torture did they set him upon? Everything confused him.

However, he did learn something. Love was a disadvantage. Love was always unkind. Love was malady. What does it bring us, but pain and confusion?

Loki didn't know it but tears were streaming down his face. He didn't sob like a helpless child, he wouldn't allow it. Loki just left the tears to fall and wait until the rain became the sea. There had always been a part of him that hoped he wasn't alone.

"You're wrong." He whispered more to himself, "I am alone."

Unbeknownst to him, he truly wasn't.