Authors note: This is about when Edward leaves Bella in New Moon.

This is the first song i thought of when i read it.

The song is called With eyes wide shut. By: Blessthefall


I can't believe I'm doing this, I can't believe I'm leaving her like this.

I know I'm not there to hold you
Look up see the sky that I do
You make me the happiest of men
I am the happiest of men

I hope she thinks of me. But then I don't want her to suffer so somewhere in my mind I hope she forgets. I'll never forget though. She filled me with emotions forgotten by the dead.

And if god takes me before you
I just want you to know I love you
And you made me the strongest of all men
I'll remain the happiest of men

I was only happy with her. Now I'm nothing. I'm a cold empty shell once again.

(The happiest, the happiest, the happiest of men) [x2

You made me the happiest of men
I'll remain the happiest of men

I can't do this, I need her. I want her. Without her how can I go on. I don't have dreams, only memories. I will never forget her. I can never forget her.


I miss you
Baby close your eyes
Let's meet
In our dreams tonight