This is a story about Renesmee and Jacob and the struggles and difficulties their weird love will bring. There's some humor and some romatisism. Sorry if i misspell a lot, I'll try my best so that you'll understand and enjoy this story.

It's been five years saince the Cullen's left Forks. Leaving behind Charlie, Jacob and their life. No one nows exactly why Edward suddenly changed his attitude towards Jake and why they left. This damaged Renesmee's mind who now doesn't remember anything about their past life, and no one will tell her. But after today everything will change. You'll get it just by reading the two first chapters=)

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Renesmee Cullen

It was like if I had ended up wrong. Like in a parallel universe. By this time should I be used to it, be used to that everything was upside down. But I had been used to a dream. A dream that I someday would wake up from. No matter how it hurts.

I entered the cafeteria and went to take a seat. All the voices mixed up and everything was a ocean of- for the "normal" people- inaudible voices and unclear words. For me, all kinds of topics. A laugh, a joke that I've heard many times before, someone complaining about the food, etc. I hated it.

Well not the food, well yes. This wasn't actually the thing I preferred to eat. But the kind of freak that I was, needed "regular" food too, but that was what I lease cared of in this particular moment. The thing that I hated was to be aware of every single thing. I actually don't give a thing about others lives, why should I?

I wished that I just could turn of. Block my mind and ears and don't listen to anyone.

The time in the cafeteria passed slowly, just like the lessons that I had before lunch. And, unfortunately, so will the rest of the day go on. I hated that the time went on so slowly in this little and constantly grey city. We had always lived in these kind of cities, well they lived I this kinds of cities. I had only lived here. I might had lived in another city before. But I barely remember it. That's weird. I'm losing my memory more and more for every day. No one knows why. Not even my grandpa, and he is a doctor. But he said to me- or more correctly, I overheard him- that it might be because of my fast growing. But apparently it will come back.

"Hey gorgeous!"

I jumped like about a feet and my heart was rising. More than usual.

"Damn it, Emmet! Do you want to give me a heart attack?"

Emmet didn't say anything, but his grin said it all.

"Baby, what happened?" Rosalie gave me her loving aunt/ big sister look. Emmet answered

"Well I just…"

"I'm talking to Nessie, Em."

I burst out laughing. I just couldn't hold it in. My tears were rolling down my cheeks and I almost fell down from the chair.

"Shut up, kid!"

I stopped laughing and looked at him.

" How do you now I'm laughing at you? Not everything is about you, you know."

He looked at me but this time, with hate in his eyes.

"What's up Emmet, you want to kill someone?"

Edward hit friendly his shoulder and gave me a loving smile. I wiped out a tear from my eye.

"Oh, I've seen that look before. And I bet that your dear daughter is the main target." Alice took the seat next to Rosalie and Jasper came, as usual, after her.

"Oh, if you even think about touching her then I'll…"

" Edward, stop. Don't be so overprotecting."

I looked at him and to make sure that he had get that Emmet wasn't going to harm me. He never would. He'll never forgive himself. Neither would someone else in the family. And Rosalie would kill him. Or torture him for ever. Or both. Well, whatever that would hurt him most.

I hadn't notice that mom had taken the seat that was next to my dad. And in the speed of light, was Emmet picking on her.

"Hey Bella, how does it feel to have a dwarf as progeny?"

He gave me a grin. I ignored him.

"Just the same way that Rose feels to have a pale annoying rock brain as soul mate."

Emmet didn't said anything but I knew that mom hade beaten him this time. Mom and Emmet were like brother and sister, witch we all pretended to be, of course. But they fought like they where real siblings. It's pretty funny to watch actually.

We all sat around the table. We where discussing all kind of things, like when the next hunting trip would be. It had been a while, you saw it in their eyes. You couldn't tell if I was hungry. For blood I mean. I was constantly eating regular food. My brown eyes did of course change color but you didn't noticed that so much. They saw it in another way. Like, when all the humans are hungry do they often get a bit whiny. I did also get whiny. Very whiny. Once did I almost kill uncle Emmet. He was as usual picking on me and didn't know why I was so angry. So my "other instincts" took over and I flew on him like if he had been a delicious dear.

Sometimes I regret not killing him. But I don't think I could do that to aunt Rose. She, in some strange way, need that idiot in her life. Poor aunt, she can't commit suicide so she decides to stay with that moron.

"Nessie, are you coming?"

I had been caught up in my day dream. We raised up from our seats and went to our lessons. Rosalie and Emmet, the Juniors, where going to have math, the rest were sophomores, (that includes Bella, Edward, Alice and Jasper) where going to have physics. Then was I left. The freshmen. Jasper calls me that. This I my first freshmen year. The first of many. But because I'm the families "little girl" is this a very big thing. Specially for my grandparents that have been with me when my parents were at school. They didn't want to let me go but they had to.

We all were walking to the same place. Alice and I went hand in hand when I suddenly felt a shiver go up over my body and I dropped her hand. I looked at Alice that just stared at no target. She was having a vision. My curiosity took over and I touched her again.

I suddenly felt breath less. Like I had been running. Then I felt terrified. What's going on? I suddenly saw a man

"Run, Nessie, run!"

Black. Everything went black. Suddenly did I feel a icy hand on my shoulder and I screamed.

"It's ok. Baby it's ok, I'm right here."

I felt my mom's embrace and I felt safe. I didn't realize I was shaking. What have happened? I've never seen Alice's visions before. It was like having a nightmare.

I had hide my face in my mom's chest and felt my hair sticky around my face so I looked up. We all where in the floor. And people where crowded around us.

"Make some space, let her breathe."

I heard that Emmet and Edward where trying to clear the space up.

"What happened here?"

Mr. Rosenberg had managed to pass trough the crowd of people but stayed to talk to Edward.

"Err… She… fainted."

I rolled my eyes. He was such a bad liar. I stood up. Mom came after me. When I raised up did all my blood go to my feet and I got dizzy. Mom was next to me to hold me.

"Miss Cullen, are you okay?"

"Yeah."

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah I'm sure. I think I'm just tired."

"Well 'just tired' people don't faint just liked that. I think you should go to the school nurse."

"But Mr. Rosen…"

"No buts Miss Cullen. If you don't want to go alone can you take your sister with you."

"Eh… Witch of them"

All looked at me. People started to giggle. But it was the true.

"Eh… Witch one you want. And I expect that the rest of the Cullen family and the other gossip tellers go to their classes immediately."

He turned around and walked away. So did the rest. I grabbed Alice.

"Come on!"

What was that?

"Eh… What do you mean?"

"Come with me."

Oh, you know very well what I mean Alice Cullen. Your vision. What did you see before I freaked out?

" I'm sorry sweetie I can't follow you to the nurse."

Oh no, you're not going to escape from me miss…

"But you have to."

"I'm really sorry baby but I have an exam…"

Fine but wait till we get home…

"Okay"

"Bye baby, take care!"

No one had notice our short conversations. We where really good at doing it. I looked after her as she walked hand in hand with Jasper. I suddenly felt confused. Should I really ask her? I know that she always have a hard time…

"Stop it, Jasper!"

He looked back at me and so did Alice. No, I was going to yell at her, she'll have to blame herself. I could have talk to her now but she didn't want to so I'll have to interrogate her at home then. And it wont be funny for her.

"Do you really want to go to the nurse?"

Mom looked at me with that carrying mother look.

"Not really, but we have to or Mr. Rosenberg will think that we cut class."

"Well I have an idea. Lets make the nurse give you a permission slip, then I'll tell Mr. Rosenberg that I'll take you home then can we go home and just do nothing"

I nodded. There was nothing else I liked more than just be with mom doing nothing at all. I loved it.

"Okay."

She put her arm under my shoulder and I put my arm on her waist. And we walked towards the nurses room. In peoples eyes, like loving sisters. In the eyes of our own, mother an child.

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