Disclaimer : Still don't own Glee by Ryan Murphy, the song "Asleep" sung by Emily Browning from the Suckerpunch soundtrack, or "Dalton" by CP Coulter. Even if I did, this fic would NEVER HAPPEN.
A/N: So…read that someone wanted a certain song to be sung by Julian at some point in Dalton. I listened to the song, loved it, but realized that it would be a very sad scene. So, this was spawned. It's nothing but dialogue, and then the song lyrics, so I hope you all enjoy it. Please read and review!
Eulogy
"We were close, I kind of think that's a given considering what he did, considering why we're here.
Sing me to sleep
"They say you shouldn't speak ill of the dead, but I also don't want to lie. He could be a bastard, a selfish , arrogant ass too obsessed with himself to acknowledge the pain of others.
Sing me to sleep
"But so am I, guess that's why we were friends, we put up with each other.
I'm tired and I…want to go to bed
"And Derek of course. Derek put up with the both of us. He still puts up with me for some odd reason. Maybe he's a masochist…what do you think Logan?
Sing me to sleep
"We shouldn't have to be here.
Sing me to sleep
"And he sure as hell shouldn't be in there…
And then leave me alone
"I mean, come on people, did you know him at all? He didn't want to be caged! He'd been in a cage his whole damn life, at home, at Dalton, hell, he was caged in his own damn head whenever he took those friggin' pills!
Don't try to wake me in the morning
"Even when he's dead he's locked up in this friggin' casket! You're supposed to be free in death! Why can't he?
Cause I will be gone
"Derek, I swear to whatever deities may exist, touch me right now and I will put you in the hospital.
Don't feel bad for me
"You know what, this is bull shit. So how many of you really knew him? Or are you all here to suck up to his dad?
I want you to know
"I mean never too early to start campaigning, right Mr…oh, I'm sorry, Senator Wright.
Deep in this isle of my heart
"Seriously, do any of you non-Dalton people know what his favorite song was?
I will feel so glad to go
"Know what his favorite movie was?
Sing me to sleep
"What about you Senator Wright? Do you know that he thinks all his stepmothers are just trophy wives so you can get more votes?
Sing me to sleep
"Did you know his eyes changed colors based on his mood?
I don't want to wake up on my own anymore
"Did you know that he was heartbroken that you sent him here because a US Senator shouldn't have a gay son?
Sing to me
"That's why he didn't give a damn what you said anymore.
Sing to me
"Because you didn't give a damn about him!
I don't want to wake up on my own anymore
"I loved Logan. Hell, Derek and I probably loved him more than all of you people.
Don't feel bad for me
"I hate that I'm here and he's not. Damn it…he always teased me about the stalkers. He should have let me get what I deserved…
I want you to know
"But that wasn't Logan. He wouldn't sit by if he knew his friends were in trouble.
Deep in this isle of my heart
"And now he's dead.
I really want to go
" 'Lo…I know we always said we didn't believe in God,
Sing me to sleep
"…but I can't believe that we weren't put in the same school for a reason.
Sing me to sleep
"I'm kind of hoping you're watching us.
There is another world
"Hell, I wouldn't mind if you went all Casper on me.
There is a better world
"Imagine how bad we could terrify Houston.
Well there must be
"The 'Something Damaged' set won't know what hit it.
There must be
"I don't want to say goodbye…
There is another world
"Wait for me…I love you…
There is a better world
"Don't leave me…"
