"Something lately drives me crazy

Has to do with how you make me

Struggle to get your attention-"

Wide eyes.

Panic, distress.

Let me go!

No.

Fingers scratching over mine, trying to break my hold on the delicate neck.

It should hurt.

It doesn't.

The eyes are green.

For me they are brown.

I squeeze tighter.

Now the fingers are on my face.

Scratching, drawing blood, hurting.

Hurting me just like him.

Always hurting me.

"-Tell me why I feel unwanted?-"

I'm a kid in his eyes.

Naive, dumb.

The hands are now at my shirt.

Please, let me go!

No.

The short blonde hair is brown.

And long.

My eyes narrow and I squeezes harder.

The skin is turning pale.

Breath coming out in short gasps.

"-Aim, pull the trigger-"

A last look into the brown-green- eyes.

No, Please!

"-Feel the pain getting bigger-"

I smile.

Eyes widen.

Goodbye, Da-ze.

"-Go insane from the bitter feeling-"

Hands go slack.

I let go.

The body falls.

And I look down.

"-Trippin' super psycho love-"

My eyes land on the Hand.

A ring.

I laugh quietly.

Congratulations, Da-ze.

I turn away.

A grin tugging at my lips.

"-Tear my heart out slow
And bleed me-"

I take out my phone.

The text is mocking me.

He is mocking me.

But,

Aren't they all?

From: Yao 3:

Ivan asked me out!

"-Aim, pull the trigger-"

To: Yao 3

I'm so happy for you, Oppa! :D

"-Feel the pain getting bigger-"

After all I did for you.

"-Go insane from the bitter feeling-"

After I loved you.

For all these Years.

Wasn't it enough?!

"-Trippin' super psycho love."

You made a mistake, Oppa.