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want you to feel by SaintDeath

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[All of those days we fought by each others sides I never told you. Now regret is all I feel. ]

Duo opened his bathroom cabinet a picked up a razor. He looked at it in deep concentration.

[All I ever wanted was for you to know. And you leave me there wondering what I said wrong.]

He slumps down in the corner of the small bathroom.

[Hey…I figured it would be better to tell you than to sit there and think of what it could it could be. But you are so cold hearted Heero Yui!]

Duo closed his eyes as a single tear rolled down his face.

"What do I have to do for you to stop acting like you don't love!"

He took the razor and pressed it on his wrist and cut himself. Just then the door of the apartment opens.

"Duo?"

[I wonder what he it going to think when he walks in with me like this?]

The door knob slowly twists and he opens the door. Duo just looks up. His face was pale and eyes were red. He looked like crap and he knew it. From the rings under his eyes to the bruises of self-abuse on his legs.

"What the hell," Heero said his voice sounding dry. His eyes went from being cold to filled of worry.

[Now he cares. After all of my tears. He finally sees.]

Heero was now throwing bandage material all over the floor.

"Why did you do this? Are you an idiot?"

Heero grabbed some tape and a wash cloth. He washed the blood off to see how bad it was. Heero was crying now.

[Are those tears coming from Mr. Perfect? I shouldn't have done this. I wanted you to feel.]

Heero frantically Taped the wash cloths to Duos' wrist.

"Why are you crying?"

"What do you mean? You tried to kill your self!"

"Why would you care," Duo said while looking down.

"Because!" Heero paused while looking at Duo.

"I love you, Duo Maxwell."

Duo sighed inwardly. Heero leaned toward Duo and kissed him lightly on the lips.

"Promise me you won't do this again."

"I promise."

They fell asleep there. Where the other boys found them. None of them were surprised though.

So what did ya' think? Hey don't be so up tight. This is my first fic, ever. So send in the reviews. I was being my depressed self so I figured I would express it. See ya' round'!