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Rose And Thorn
Subaru gazed from the shadows in the corner of Yui's room. As creepy as it was, he couldn't help being there, he had to see her, even if just for a short while. When he had given his knife to Yui, he had told her to either use it on herself or him, but when she had really stabbed herself with it, his heart had dropped. Subaru had felt cold, numb, like the same knife had been driven into his own chest, he had wanted to look away but he couldn't take his eyes of the horrible scene, and all he could think was 'his fault', it was his fault, this thought pounded in his head over and over, if Yui had died it would have been his fault, Subaru's legs felt weak, he felt so sick, he had told her to kill herself before, he had told her to kill herself, his throat felt painfully tight, he was disgusting, a monster, he had almost killed Yui like he had his mother.
Subaru clutched a fist full of his shirt and gasped when the painful ache in his chest lurched. Oh gods, and he had the nerve to realize he loved her, after all he did? He was despicable, it was horrible of him but he couldn't help it, and Yui would never love him anyway, how could she? Not even his own mother did. Subaru tried to swallow the lump in his throat, Yui... Yui loved Ayato after all, and Ayato might have been idiot and a creep, but anyone was better than himself, he felt tears sting his eyes, and widened them, no! He wouldn't! He wasn't! He refused to be so pathetic and weak. Subaru tightened his fists into balls, it was fine! He didn't need anyone, he was fine alone,... it was okay if Yui didn't love him, he didn't deserve to be loved, it was okay, he let out a shaky breath, it's okay, Yui didn't have to love him.
I haven't played the games so don't shoot me :) review?
