If I had to choose between you or the sun, I'd live the rest of my life in darkness, as long as you'd be by my side. Even so, the darkness wouldn't be so bad, for you, my sweet Chun-Chun, are the light of my life. And if I could, I'd collect every star in the sky to guide you home, to me, for all I want is to be the place you call home. The flame inside my core, lying beneath my broken ribcage, burns to feel your lips against mine. I crave for you in the most innocent manner and yearn to memorize every inch of the soul you carry within that small, delicate frame. No words can describe the stone that lies upon my aching lungs when you come near me. The fire inside my heart burns as the ashes course through my veins. Every second that ticks I lose the time I could have spent holding you in these arms, these arms that don't deserve to touch your skin. You once told me I was your daytime shooting star, but I fell into your hands and all I did was burn you. You planted seeds, in which contained endless galaxies, within my heart. You taught me to grow, to love freely. You watered the dying flowers within the crevices of my brain and implanted new ones with your gentle fingertips, lightly filling those crevices with a love that could not be answered. I changed and so did you, and never will we stop for as long as we are standing on this earth. And even if we don't stand together, even if we were never meant to be, my gratitude towards you is infinite. But despite everything I say, words will never justify what I have done to you. And maybe in another world we will meet again but some day the world will stop and so will my heart. In another world, I'll see you again. I love you so.
Can you hear my beating heart? Buried six feet beneath the ground, buried beneath the words that never escaped my mouth, buried beneath the regrets within this damaged man who he dared call himself human.
For you, my sweet Chun-Chun, are the light of my life.
