Let Me Know That You Hear Me

Just send me a sign,

a sudden gust of wind-

The stopping of time.

Let me know that you hear me,

and that you know the truth,

that I loved you.

No matter how little I said.

I have nightmares every night,

the car goes up in flames of red,

and then you're gone.

I wake up angry that you're not beside me.

Beside me is where you belong.

Just let me know that you can hear me,

because I talk to you often.

Do you hear me? Do you see?

How many times would you have had to die,

until I could say, I love you?

My silence was worse than lies.

How awful it must be,

to die without hearing your loves feelings,

so please God, I pray that she can hear me.