A/N: Hi Guys! I am back! Sorry this took so long. I know there will be flames regarding this pairing. So if u dont like dont read! Feedback is still welcomed! This is one shot but no Lemons[For now. More explained at the end]!Ok on to the story!
Disclaimer: I do not own any of this! It all belongs to JK Rowling, the queen. No copyright is intended.
Setting: This is after the war! Voldemort is dead and Sirius and Severus are free of all charges!
Hurt from Love
"Severus!", Sirius exclaimed,"What are you doing here?! Did't I tell you that I am not free today. Harry will be around in sometime, you better leave". Sirius had just returned from Diagon Alley only to find his lover seated on the railing of his balcony. His right leg dangling down on the outer side and the left on the railing. It was a dangerous position for he could fall down 15 stories with a single push. He was gazing out at the sky, not showing his face to Sirius. Sirius ran his eyes along the slender body. Severus had become unusually thin but what really caught Sirius attention was Severus' hands. They were covered in blood.
"Its really windy,isn't it?" said a voice full of sadness. It took Sirius some to realise that the voice was indeed Severus'. "Sev...w-why is there b-blood on your hands?" Sirius tried to keep his voice steady but failed miserably. "Oh, dont worry. I haven't murdered anyone. Its my own blood." Severus said, his voice still full of sadness and it was indeed really calm. Sirius did not have the heart to ask how Severus had lost that much blood. Instead he decided to choose a calmer approach. "Sev, baby, why don't you get down from there and we can talk this over?" he asked only to receive a dark snort in return.
"You will give me time?",Severus snorted again,"I don't think youhave that much time from your busy life to give me time. Well what other reason would there be that we have not seen each other for a month." It was suppose to sound angry but it still was sad. Finally Severus turn to look at Sirius. Sirius repressed urge to gasp. He was a mess. His skin was pale, his cheeks had almost no flesh on them and were tear-stained, lips bloodless and...his onyx eyes. Sadness and hurt was written in their dark depths.
Sirius' heart raced. What had he done? Why had Severus done this to himself? Could it be because of...Sirius himself? "Look Severus, I love you alright. I need you to get down from there now!" Sirius said, somewhat sternly. "If you really loved me ,Sirius, you won't be embarrassed of our relationship! You would not have hidden it! But thats exactly what you did. A shag was all you really wanted. Your deception. What did you think I would not know that you cheat on me every weekend!" Severus said, tears surfacing to his eyes.
Sirius paled. He looked at his feet not being able to meet Severus in the eye anymore. How did he get to know? Oh god, I should not have done this to him,Sirius thought. Then he heard a deep sigh and looked up. Severus was once again looking into nothingness.
"Anyway, that's all I needed. An 'I love you'. I love you too, Sirius. Goodbye" And with that Severus leaned over and fell down. Sirius panicked. His immediately went to the railing to find Severus still falling. He concentrated on Severus' body and diverted his magic. Then he felt a burst of magic and before he knew it Severus was in his arms. The impact was so hard that they both fell to the ground of Sirius' muggle flat, Sirius arms wrapped around Severus' slender form. Severus quickly extracted himself from Sirius and got to his feet. He then reached a hand out to Sirius and pull him to his feetwhich Sirius took fingers where entwined and were the only barrier from their chests touching and their foreheads were touching.
That's when Sirius pressed his lips against Severus'. Severus opened his mouth to allowed Sirius' tongue in. Sirius explored every corner of his lover's mouth until they broke apart, breathless. After a long time, Severus broke the silence.
"Sirius..."
"Mmhmm.."
"Don't show me your face ever again. If you do, then I will just have to kill you." With that, Severus snatched his hand away and with a swish of black robes his Disapparated, leaving behind a really stunned and guilty Sirius.
A/N: There it is! Pls review if you want me to continue! All mistakes are mine! Goodbye for now!
