My life is a fanfiction.

This story is a diary of my life. Cherryxcherry's life! Using Naruto characters names.

Thursday July the 8th

I sat bored, tapping my blue pen against the yellow desk as sir, rambled on about French.

"Jai chien!" A brunette from the back shouted out. Everyone laughed loudly. My name is Sakura. And my life is hell. For one reason.

Ino.

A cold hand flattened my hand. I looked over at TenTen. "Please stop doing that." Not only is TenTen the prettiest, most kindest girl in the year. But she's my best friend too.

"Sorry." I sighed placing my pen in my black pencil case.

"Psst! TenTen." I heard someone call TenTen. Out of curiousity I turned.

It was Ino.

She shown her wrist to TenTen, a long bloody gash apparent on her pale wrist.

TenTen gasped and I turned away.

Like I care. The psycho, attention seeking bitch.

"Ino babes, why?" TenTens voice soothed. A tear rolled down Ino's cheek.

"I was upset." I snapped my yellow pencil.

"Sakura! Whats the answer?" I sighed as the bell rang. Thank goodness for that.

I ran out and stood by the pegs.

"Sakura!" A smaller girl hugged me, "Hi Hinata."

Suddenly Sasuke ran past me into the classroom.

Sasuke. I fell in love with him. I'm still in love with him.

But he hurts me to much too care.

"Ino, its ok." TenTen's calm voice soothed as she walked out with an Ino in her arms.

Hinata rushed over to Ino. Bitch. I hate, hate hate Ino! So much!

"TenTen, I'm going outside for lunch, ok?" I asked TenTen who just pushed me away, ignoring me completely.

I pushed the blue door open and walked up the grey concrete stairs to the field. I sat beside Naruto, one of my best friends.

"Hey." I greeted as he turned his phone off to speak to me.

"Hello," Naruto took his headphones out his ears and put his can of tango down.

It was unusually silent for a couple of minutes.

"Are you ok?" I asked.

"No."

I looked at his cerulean eyes. So saddening and empty.

"Whats wrong?"

He sighed and moved closer too me.

"I don't think I'm gay anymore." I stared at him.

For three whole months he had been gay. It was social suicide. And now he's undoing all of his bravery?

"Are you sure Naruto? I mean you're my friend no matter what." I reassured him.

He took a long deep breath.

"I'm not gay, because I'm in love with a girl." He firmly stated placing his phone in his pocket.

"Ok."

"Sakura."

"Yes, Naruto."

"I love you."

Oh this is awkward.

"And I think Sasuke was dumb to dump you for Ino." Naruto smiled brightly, nervously.

I love Sasuke. More than anyone can understand.

I'm irrevocably in love with Sasuke.