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I really liked your hands.

Sorry, did that come off as creepy?

I bet it did haha

No but really, I really liked your hands.

They were small yet your fingers were long. They reached out like a golden light and they were the color of freshly polished bronze in the moonlight

I liked your fingers. They...They were comforting as they traced flowers on my back. The way the twitched as I feverishly pecked at your neck

The way you laughed...

I liked your hands

Your palms were rounded yet a bit squarish by the edges. I liked drawing stuff on them.

God i cant forget that time i drew a penis on them with a Sharpie

You were so pissed!

I wonder how you actually hid it from your mom all those times.

Maybe you scribbles over it?

Well, whatever you did

I liked your palms

They always got red in the cold, they were warm to squeeze and while they got sweaty all those times i held them, your palms are by far my most favorite things to remember

I could...If i was being honest, tell you that i was probably thinking about holding your hands one more time, for far too long

I liked your hands.

They were soft, they were warm, they were nice to look at, and

And

I wish i could hold them again

I wish i could kiss the tips of your fingers and caress your carelessly sweaty palm

I wish i could rub comforting circles into your arm while at it

Make you feel okay.

Make you feel..

Happy again...

Haha,

God

What have you done to me?

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