I hold no ownership over CardCaptor Sakura.

We both reside in one body, so to speak. Or, not so to speak. He is I; I am he. He's merely the me I created to live out until I must choose a new master. He was suppose to be a false me, that was it. But, even so, he was created and had his own heart, while I still had mine, no matter how iced over people may think it is.

And, while we live in one body and still have two very different hearts, this means we yearn for different things and have to settle upon one. Since he is the one that lives most in this life, while I try to keep my presence away unless Mistress needs me, he got what his heart desires.

I can feel all he is feeling, even though he may not have a single clue upon what my heart desires most. He yearned for, and obtained, Mistress' brother. Just as my former master said, he couldn't predict my false self's heart. And, his heart strayed from the path that my former master predicted.

Though, it seems, my heart stayed to the path. I watch my Mistress closely, even through the eyes of him. If I sense she needs me, I take over our shared body. I comfort her, usually from some squabble her and that kid have, all the while remembering that I share this body with the one that loves her brother most.

So, I comfort her, watch her through my 'kind eyes,' as that friend of hers put it when she saw me in my true form as I watched over Mistress, and I make sure that she's always happy. Even though all this breaks my 'iced' heart.

Of course, only two saw through this. As mentioned, Mistress' young friend caught note of my fondness. And, Cerberus, who sometimes seems to know more about me than even I do. Which is a trait of his I truly hate, by the way.

He asked me once, blunt and straight to the point, about my feelings for Mistress. He'd cornered me and told me that there was no point in lying and, even more, the Mistress' young friend had helped him. And, so, I relented, admitting that I do care for Mistress a great deal (to which Cerberus said that that pretty much meant I loved her most) but I share my body with another and his heart is different. And, while two hearts share one body, only one may obtain what they yearn for.