Author: Mary Eve Parker mary_eve_parker@yahoo.com

My small note: This poem came up my mind when I read a very sad story about Ms. Parker and her "father". So these are Ms. Parker's thoughts ....

What you've done to me

When I was a kid

You let me sit

There alone

And you were gone

Today I am older

Want to be bolder

To tell you what I think

Remembering the thing

I was so small

Had only a doll

Waiting for you

You didn't do what I suspect you to do

You let me there

Alone with the mere

That my mum was dead

And I was so sad

Sad and Alone

And you were gone

Sending me away

Like you did today

You never care

If I would dare

To tell you what I think

Let you remember the thing

You hurt me a lot

I will tell you the plot

Because now I am older

And at least a bit bolder

Today I am stronger

And I will not be any longer

The little girl

You've raised like a pearl

You've imprisoned me like the boy

You gave me like a toy

Not to nerve you anymore

And you've used me for more

You've never thought about me

How I could feel

Being left alone

When you were gone

I will never forget

The day I will met

My mother again

And than

She will be there to hold me

Not like you to mold me

And I will hold her

Like I've once told her

When I was standing there

And it wasn't mare

Alone and crying

Where she's now laying

Once in my lifetime

Somebody was right there

But it wasn't you

And this is true

He was there

Taking care

Holding me tight

And it felt that right

So today I am stronger

And I have less to ponder

So I am telling you

What I will do

I will leave you now

You'll just think 'wow'

But I am gone

And you are alone

I will go to this man

Believe me I will ran

Feeling the arm

Getting that warm

Jarod was often

The one who soften

And whipped away

My tears that way

We grew up together

And I am feeling better

Right to know

I love him so

That's a reason

Why I am leavin'

And I will be gone

You'll be alone

I really hope

That you can cope

With my decision

Don't get a vision

And think you can

Bring us back again

We will be away forever

Living together

That's what we wanted

And take it for granted

That we'll be together

It will be forever

~~ FIN ~~

SO!

Don't be kinky

Give me a rinky

Little expression

About my impression.