Yes, after disappearing for over a year, Celestial D has returned!!! This is a songfic I'm writing- tis a bit sappy, but overall I love the concept. Yes, it's Rikku/Gippal… of course. I heart Gippal with a mad crazy passion. Story's written in alternating p.o.v's, my specialty in writing, heh. Moving on- So, Read and Review, and I'll say this- the more reviews I get, the more insinuative I have to write! Mwah ha!!! What now!!! cough erm… righty-o, then… ANYWAY!! On with the fic-ness!!!
Disclaimer: Don't own nothing at all. I just have a mad obsession with it all … a healthy obsession, mind you … shifty eyes Don't look at me like that. And I don't own the song lyrics for 'Slide', neither. The Goo Goo Dolls do. I wish I could own John Rzeznik, though…. Oh man. Hehe.
-After it all-
A fic written to 'Slide' by the Goo Goo Dolls
-Intro-
-Rikku-
He's looking over here at me again.
Why can't he just come over and say hi? It's not like we don't know each other or anything.
I bet he's scared.
Hehe, he'd love me saying that to him. I can hear him now- 'What? Me, scared? You got it all wrong, Cid's girl. All wrong. I'm never scared.' Pfft. I know better than that. He forgets that I know him better than he knows himself … should that scare me? I think it should, but it doesn't. Because I … a part of me still loves him, still wishes things could be like they used to … well, you know, without the fighting and stuff. But I could never admit that to him, and besides, he's the one who broke it off to begin with. He's the one who broke my heart.
Remember, Rikku! Remember how he hurt you!!!
Yeah, I remember all right. I remember sitting on my balcony, his arm around me as he would kiss my forehead softly and whisper 'E muja oui' over and over.
I've decided- Guys are crap, and he never loved me. Not nearly as much as I loved him.
I can forget about him, I can. If he'd just stop STARING at me like that …
Oh no.
He's coming over here.
Oh gosh, oh gosh, oh gosh, what am I gonna say? What am I gonna do?
Get a grip, Rikku. He's different now- you all aren't together anymore!!!
And yet…
As he walks over, that confident sway to his body, that ever constant smirk set upon his lips, my body turns to mush, and I'm once again that giggly 15-year-old who didn't know nothin' about nothin'.
And as I look into his eyes … correction- eye, I feel the heat rush to my cheeks and my body clench in lower places. I can't help it.
Damn you, Gippal, for making me feel this way. Just cut the wounds deeper. Go ahead; see how much I'll bleed. You'll find it entertaining- you always did. Let's see how far we can push her until she won't talk to me for a week. Damn it, Gippal.
"Hey there, Cid's girl."
………
Damn it.
'E muja oui'- I love you
Well, there ya go! First chappie, whaddya think? It's actually just the intro, not the first chappie. But we'll call it the first chappie for confusions' sake, hee hee . I'll try and get the next part up soon, and that's where the song will start coming in!! Tell me whatcha think!!! REVIEW!!!! Yay. Alrighty. Til next we meet-
Celestial Darkness
