Disclaimer : I don't own Naruto

Please be kind to me,, this is my first time hehe.. I like Sakura and gaara..

..Like always you go away from me..

The first was when I thought that I was most understanding person that you have..

I was very happy that you near me when we in the same group with Naruto and you, Sasuke.. but then even after several ignored, disgusting glance, annoying remark from you to me, I just kept my belief.

Belief that one day you will smile at me, kind to me, love me, truly see myself after you overcome your hatred toward you brother even if I must waiting for that day to come, and like in the novel romance, the scarified that I give will be exchange with your love. And the mistake I made that I miscalculated you hatred and also yourself..

.. but then again this is reality..

May be I just not truly love you as yourself, I just want you like in my fantasy, like a Sasuke that I love in my dream, even as I grow up I think I love you more than that, but then again it just denial.. the cost that I have to paid is Naruto, my best friend, my brother my teammate, who never ever leave me, not like you..

But..

About my feeling, I think that's not fully your fault..

That is mine also..

I just want to write this because I want to free myself and move on..

Thank you,

Sakura

I feel an arm sneak on my waist, I feel myself automatically smile, I geez to the beloved green eyes that my truly love.. gaara..