When you see her, the first thing you notice is that she is thin, blond, and she always has a dreamy expression on her face. Her beautiful blond hair flows just past her shoulders and her eyes are dark and troubled with an expression that makes you wonder if she is not quite in touch with reality. When she talks it seems like she is floating, her voice is soft and melodic, with an accent straight from the heart of Bristol.
When the public first met her, she had just been discharged from a mental hospital that tried to help her cope with her eating disorder, no that it did her any good. Whenever she is around food she becomes nevous and antsy, and if you put food in front of her she has a rutine devised to keep people from noticing she never puts a thing in her mouth. It involves lots of waving of her fork and asking you a lot of distracting questions.
Her anorexia derives from her low self-esteem and her bad home life. Her parents are crazy, have sex all over the place and any time left over is devoted to her baby brother. You can always tell when you have taken a hit to her self-esteem because she will respond with a starry expression, unshed tears glowing in her eyes, barely noticable to the unperceptive gaze. Her only response being "oh wow," for she doesn't know how else to reply.
Her self-esteem issues and self-doubt soon turn into self-hatred, resulting in a drug problem with her taking too many pills on more than one ocassion. At one point she even attempts suicide because the boy she liked was in love with another girl. She truly is a perfect, but not the only, example of a beautiful disaster.
