Disclaimer: A/N I don't own any of the characters they all belong to Stephenie Meyer, I don't intend to infringe anything here I'm just borrowing them for fun.

Bella's POV

I knew I wanted to go see Jake,I hadn't seen him in almost three months. I missed him a lot.

I seen him at my graduation and he came by my house after for a small get together.

Then I went and visited my Mom in Florida for the summer.I haven't seen him since.

There was a lot of arguing with my Mom and Dad about how I decided to take my first year off before starting college.

I wanted to maybe travel,and explore some more options before deciding on a school and a major.

So here I am sitting in my truck ready to go to the reservation and see Jake. I tried to call him and every time I tried his number I got the voicemail,

I hope he just lost his phone because I don't know if I could handle him ignoring me.

Pulling out of the driveway and heading down the road towards the reservation,Thinking about wrapping my arms around Jacob again.I needed his warmth and I really needed him.

I missed everything about him,I really hope he's not mad at me. He knew I had to go see my Mother for a while.

I need us to get back to where we were before, before graduation and before our official breakup after he told me his secret about how he was part of a pack and that he had the ability to change into a wolf.A secret I keep,a secret I love, I love how he's always very warm and very gentle with me,I miss him so much.

I just hope he hasn't found someone new.

Driving down his road and seeing the house,getting very nervous the closer I got,Pulling up in front of the house taking in a deep breath and letting it out,feeling overwhelmed and on the verge of tears.

Looking over at the house and thinking maybe I was stupid for coming. I put my key back into the ignition and was ready to start it when I was scared half to death by a knocking on my window.

I looked over and seen Jared standing there looking at me,I rolled down my window, Looking at him I said "Hey Jared, what's scared me" ...looking down tucking my hair behind my ear.

He said "Bella what are you doing here?" ...looking at me confused.

"Well I'm here to see Jake do you know if he's home?" looking over at the little red house.

"He's out with Sam right now Bella but should be back soon if you want to come sit with me or go for a walk?" looking at me with a smile.

"Um well..I don't know"

"Aw C'mon Bella I promise I won't bite" ...seeing him smiling and laughing

"Fine Jared I'll go"... Grabbing my keys and getting out of the truck. "where should we walk?

"lets go this way Bella" ...seeing him point to a path in the forest.

"Allright" following behind him.

"So how is Jake doing?" ..moving faster to walk up beside Jared. "is he..um..seeing any one"

Jared Laughed..."Bella he's done nothing but think of you,and he's not seeing anyone else"

Smiling and letting out a sigh of relief..."Thats good to hear"

"How are you Bella,have you been seeing anyone"...watching Jared smile and nudge me.

"No I haven't been seeing anyone"

"Follow me over here there's a nice little spot to sit and talk if you want"

"Sure why not"...Jared took my hand and we went into the woods off the path and there was a small clearing. Still holding my hand he sat down in the grass.

I sat down next to him. I tried to free my hand but he wouldn't let go. so I gave him a look..

"Oh sorry Bella,I didn't mean to hold your hand so tight. I liked it though"..seeing him give me a flirty smile

"it's ok..um ..it wasn't horrible" looking down playing with a blade of grass..all of a sudden I felt Jared's hand pushing my hair back and his lips touched my neck. I jumped and looked at him

"What do you think your doing Jared?"

"Sorry I just couldn't help it,all Jake talks about is you,and when were out on patrol and in wolf form all he thinks about is you,it's made me see you differently"

Looking at him as he talked to me about how he sees me and how Jake thinks about me all the time. He leaned in and kissed my cheek.

"Hey enough of that Jared,you know how I feel about Jake"

"Yea I know but I feel like that for you,I feel like I have to be near you,I saw your truck coming up the road and raced up to meet you"

"Jared your crazy,this could never be" Just then His phone started ringing..he answered and was arguing on the phone with someone and then slammed it closed. "who was that?"

"It was Jake,he seen your truck and he's been looking everywhere for you, I guess I was the last person he called, we have to go"

watching him get up and grab my hand and pull me up,he stood there looking at me. "before we go I have to do something Bella" I asked him what he had to do? and before I could even try to stop him he grabbed my face

with both of his warm hands and kissed me,it was a deep meaningful kiss.I felt like he was out of line and tried to get away,he wouldn't pull away,and after a second I gave up and let my self just go with it, his lips were soft

and warm and his hands even warmer.I reached my hand up and touched his right arm,I heard him let out a moan. I was actually liking this a lot,I thought in my head oh my gosh this isn't good this isn't getting me closer to

Jake and where I wanted to be. Just then Jared's phone rang again, he let go and looked at me saying "that was amazing"

grabbing his phone and flipping it open"yea were walking we'll be there in a second so chill" flipping it closed again

"We have to go Bella,that was Jake again he's anxious to see you I guess"

"Okay lets go" watching Jared take my hand again,not hesitating. we walk all the way back.

I quickly release his grip from mine when I see Jake standing ahead. Jared didn't like that much.

When I seen Jake I felt my emotions and love take over,I ran over to him and threw my arms around him and hugged him hard. I let go when the embrace wasn't mutual.

I stood there and looked at him confused for a minute. I said "whats wrong Jacob I've missed you, don't you miss me?"

"Yes Bella I have missed you but were not together anymore so why are you here?"...hearing anger in his voice.

"I want to talk to you, I was hoping we could maybe talk about...getting back together" ...looking at him with sadness.

"Huh...You..you want to get back together with me,I thought we were done for good Bella.I thought you never wanted to see me again"

"Jacob Black,How could you possibly think that, the whole time I was away I tried calling you and left you messages.I care more than you think"

"Really Bella?" watching Jake come over to me and wrap his hands around my waist squeezing me to him making me laugh he lifted me up and kissed felt so good like I was home

letting go he looked at me,

"sorry about the phone I threw it out the window of the car after you left. It was stupid I know."

"Will you come with me to the garage Bella?"

"Yes I would love to go hang out with you in there again,it's been a while"... He put me down and we walked together to the garage, it looked the same as when I left.

He waited till I came in and closed the door half way,I walked over and closed it the rest of the way,looking out I seen Jared standing there by my truck and almost completely forgot about what I did with him.

Closing the door all the way I turned around and saw Jake leaning on his car that was parked in here, He never looked so good, he had no shirt and a pair of cut off shorts on and he looked amazing.

I couldn't help but run at him and jump on him wrapping my arms around his neck peppering him with kisses. He laughed and said he missed me too.

Grabbing my waist and squeezing me tightly to him, I wrapped my legs around his waist, he pressed his very warm lips to mine kissing me hard,I felt his tongue part my lips and I let him in, he tasted good like vanilla frosting.

"Mmm" letting go for a second asking him why he tasted like vanilla frosting he said " I ate like 6 vanilla cupcakes over at Emily's"

"You taste really delicious" Kissing him again and letting my tongue slide into his warm mouth, closing my eyes and taking it all in.

Taking my hands and slowly pulling them through his hair, making a low moaning sound. Jacob then whipped me in a circle,my legs still wrapped around his waist,he goes to the door and pushes me against it.

I said "why are we against the door?" He said "there's no lock on the door Bella"

"Oh I see" ...Laughing.

Jake then put me down and started kissing my neck,lightly bitting me..."you smell so good Bells" He said while unbuttoning my shirt and tossing it aside,I had on my favorite black lace bra and he noticed it.

Saying "oh you look so good" reaching behind me and unlatching my bra while kissing my breasts,I pulled my arms out of each strap letting it just fall to the floor.

He then cupped both my breasts in each hand and kissed my mouth.

I then reached for the snap on his shorts at the same time he was reaching for the snap on my jeans,I managed to unsnap his shorts and unzip then too,I placed my fingers around the edge of his boxers,

slowly reaching down until I had my hand on his hard length,he was warm and I needed him now. Looking at his deep brown eyes,my breaths were uneven and shaky "Jacob...I...I really need you".

He didn't say anything and in a flash he had my jeans unsnapped and my zipper ripped, He looked down and said " oh shit Bella sorry" I just laughed and pulled my hand out of his shorts and took my jeans off,

I thought I would let him take care of the rest..I was wearing the matching black panties to the bra. when he saw that he went crazy.

"I need you too Bella" he pulled his shorts off and his boxers too. then he grabbed both sides of my panties,ripping them to shreds,I let out a little shriek and a giggle.

He took both my hands and placed them above my head. I let out a moaning sound that completely set him off.

He kissed me hard while pressing himself to my side. He went to release our kiss and I gently sucked in his lower lip not letting him go. he growled at me.

Holding my wrists up with one hand and taking his other hand I felt him caress my side and reach down to my core,I knew I was wet and ready for him. I felt him slide at least 2 fingers inside me.

I let out a loud moan of pleasure,he then let my wrists go,I immediately placed them on his face and kissing his wet mouth I caressed his warm tan biceps.

Jacob then grabbed my ass and lifted me to him,I again wrapped my legs around his waist,he again pushed me against the door.

Carefully he pushed me up and over his hard cock, We looked into each others eyes and he pushed me down onto him. I let my head fall back and I closed my eyes in pleasure letting out a small scream.

Jacob quickly muffled my scream with his mouth,kissing me feverishly. squeezing tighter onto me and pulling me up and down faster and faster.

I tried to keep the rhythm with him and keep my balance but trying was becoming impossible so I let him just take control.

He started kissing up my neck and growled in my ear,he was moving faster and faster,he yelled my name and I knew he was getting whispered in my ear"I want you to cum"

I yelled "Yes Jake Yes" with my hands in his hair I was breathing heavy in his ear I felt my self become undone and I felt Jake squeeze me tight and say my name over and over,then feeling his release inside both

relaxed and he put me down, he grabbed my face and kissed me hard,then looking at me he said "I really missed you Bells"

"I really really missed you to Jake". Grabbing my jeans and throwing them on,not being able to zip them but not caring, finding my bra and shirt and throwing them on too.

I watched Jake just put his boxers and shorts back on, giving him a sexy smile. he came over to me and helped me button my shirt.

He said "you look amazing after being thoroughly fucked by me" I laughed and kissed him.

We walked out of the garage together, Jacob walked me to the truck and opened the door for me.

"when can you come over again?"

I said"tomorrow for sure, will you call me later so I have your new number?"

"Yea I'll do it now"

hearing a chime from my phone,"hey that was a text message Jake not a call" looking down at my phone. it said I love you. Looking up at him a little stunned.

He said "I know you love me too".kissing me and stepping back,I turn the Ignition and start the truck,pulling away and looking in my mirror to see him standing there. wondering

where this will go. Remembering briefly of that kiss with Jared wondering if he thinks we'll ever be.