AN: Well this is for the Gone Country Challenge. I had meant for this to be a bit angsty but i don't know what happened really. It's not my best but please read and review and tell me what you think. Luvya, Tayy.
Break it, throw it up against the wall, take a hammer to my world and watch the pieces fall..." - Lisa Brokop (Break It)
My world shattered in one miniscule moment; a moment that wouldn't have had any effect had it been anybody else that it had happened to. But no as luck would have it, it had to be me that had my heart broken into a million, trillion tiny little pieces. I couldn't believe what I'd just heard. Derek Morgan, the Derek Morgan was getting married. I laughed at first, I mean come on! There was no way in the world the biggest player in the FBI, besides Rossi, was getting married. It just wasn't right; it wasn't how things were supposed to go; it wasn't logical. Yet, it was, I was told by very good sources, Garcia if you were wondering, that Derek had bought a white gold, diamond engagement ring from a very expensive jewellers in D.C. He hadn't told me he was seeing anybody and I felt slightly betrayed that he would choose to keep something like that from me, especially since we were practically best friends, we told each other everything, well apparently not, a little annoying voice in the back of my head said. I banished the thought quickly, I would just have to talk to Derek like an adult and not let my emotions get the better of me. As I walked into the bullpen I immediately found Derek and Jordan Todd flirting shamelessly in front of the whole BAU. I silently fumed, I couldn't stand Todd, she was so annoying and obnoxious it sickened me, especially when she was around Derek; it was like she was a leech that just wouldn't leave him alone. It had infuriated me when Todd had had the nerve to ask if I knew if Derek was seeing anyone; I being ever so helpful had told her that yes he did have a girlfriend, that he in fact had many and that she would do well to stay away from the FBI's major player. Not that she had taken my advice, because she was obviously still fawning over him and it disgusted me that Derek was flirting back when he was obviously going to propose to someone soon. I say someone because I am not entirely sure who it will be, but to say I was anxious to find out was an understatement, I was practically bursting and I am sure I will spontaneously combust if I don't talk to him anytime soon. As I approach his desk I can feel his charming smile on me and I can't help but look up slightly and smile flirtatiously. Oh GOD! I am as bad as Todd! Here I am flirting with a man who is obviously in love with someone else, or else why would he be proposing to somebody.
'Hey Morgan. Agent Todd.' I say glaring slightly at Todd. I really shouldn't be angry with her; it's not her fault Morgan sends out mixed signals sometimes. I start to say something when an annoying beep beep beep sounds over the PA system. I realise then that I must have been dreaming, or having a nightmare more accurately. As I woke my head hurt and I was groggy, I brought my hand up to hit my alarm and saw the unobtrusive invitation on my dresser. I slowly picked it up to examine it, it said;
You are cordially invited to the wedding of,
Derek Elijah Morgan and Jordan Olivia Todd.
That was as far as she got before tears pooled in her eyes and realised that her nightmare was a reality and that her world really had fallen to hell. She couldn't help it, she loved him and never told him, now she would never get the chance.
